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Hi everyone, it’s me I’m so frustrated, so according to many people on xhamster. My stories are to long. Now I was just told I have to many fotos, jeez ( rolls my eyes ) and sighs. So I would like everyone to help me out. If you think I have to many fotos then help me decide which ones I should keep and which ones I should delete, thank you in advance, your friend Anna… Read more

I just realized the way i ended that story ( a short one for me ) that i have to write another story to finish it. so i'll be busy with that laffs. i kinda already see where it's going. Roger wakes up and goes through the house and finds me laying on top of his friend Paul, and yeah, laffs...so, that will be the beginning of that part II. how will it end? giggles, i'll figure that out but i think i'm going to have a lot of fun this time...so, until then, Mrs. X… Read more

Hi everyone it’s me, Well I finally got brave enough to post some fotos that pretty much show my face. Being sober is nice, but I have so many people stopping by now ( to keep me busy ) laffs. I wanted to get online yesterday but, well that didn’t happen. Anywho, I feel pretty good about myself, but red and white g**** juice gets boring but it’s better than alcohol for me. I just posted the fotos. Some people were very critical about me hiding my face and using “ effects “. I had fun using the effects but I thought okay I’ll post some just au natural and see what kind of comments I get. So fo… Read more

Hi everyone it's me, I wanted to let everyone know i'm going away for some personal issues that i really have to address. so for a week or more i probs won't have internet access, then maybe after that i hope i will have. i'll miss all of you. yes i have my favorites but don't we all?, anywho i have to pack tonight so i really wanted to say hi to everyone before i hop offline and take care of " me issues " everyone wish me luck, hugs and love always, anna… Read more

I have to ask, before just randomly deleting fotos. it seems to me that a lot of my fotos have 0 views, and if that is the case what is the reason for leaving them, it's time to trim things, including writing. i spend too much time on my stories to get 1 comment or 0 comments. it's frustrating and i honestly don't like it. so from now on if i post a story and it gets fewer than 1 comment, that story will be deleted the same as pics, honestly for now, i don't even feel like putting any pics up,sorry for the rant but this has been bothering me for sometime. everyone says participate and post and… Read more

Hi everyone, it’s me, I’m back online. The lightening also affected my modem or internet card. My tower fell over , well was powied over by lightening. So I had to buy a new router, a new card, and new cables. I bought a new power surge strip ( just in case ) the other might have issues. The good news is Mindy is now home. YAAAAAAAAAAAAYJ. she has a nurse through out the day so that helps. Things have changed though since she is home now. James is reluctant about the massages which is understandable. The girls have their mommy home and it shows in their fac… Read more

Road_Flasher i found out to be just another spineless little insecure man. when he knew i was right, like so many others like him he resorted to the famous retaliation of calling me a cunt. Of course then he promptly blocked me. the only thing i was guilty of was reminding him that just because he's on a porn site doesn't mean he can't use a little common courtesy when talking to people. there are so many men like him on here that just ruin this sight for other men. now i'm in a bad mood because he's such a little pathetic coward that he hides from me. sorry to the others who contact me today.… Read more

road_flasherI "proclaim" nothing ON HERE. I come to this site to look at porn, talk to horny women, jerk off and cum. That is as deep as it gets on this site. It's nothing personal, just physical. Has anybody ever told you that you can be a bit of a cunt? I mean that in the most constructive way. But yeah, you are. I think you'll find that lightening up a bit and just accepting people the way they are is a much "friendlier" way to be "friendly". Stop criticizing everything someone else says. You aren't a fucking princess. You're a desperate widow on a porn site. Get over yourself. then o… Read more

Why do you men insist on ruining whatever friendship we start to build by insisting i meet you. I make it perfectly clear in my profile, and through out many conversations. Some of you must think of course you are the exception to the rule and of course she just can't mean me. well i do. One other thing while i'm venting. Everyone kept saying they couldn't wait for my next story, so i post my next story last week, 900 views and 1 stinking comment. i know everyone says don't take it that way, well i do, and as far as writing anymore, i doubt i will. This is the last time i will post this, Pleas… Read more

Hi everyone, it's me I just want to say i'm sorry for not being on a lot for such a long time. when i was in Nashville i had my kindle and a tablet, so i decided to buy a laptop, now to decide which one i want ( any advice would be appreciated ) buy. anyway for some reason, i just feel so depressed again, and no i don't know why, it's not like my life is terrible, because it's not, it's just so many things caught up with me. Bry, Mindy, James, the Girls, the house is now ready for Mindy to come home to. I'm proud of that. Bry and I are great ( he's still emotionally secre… Read more

hi everyone it's me well i kinda stayed with regina longer than expected because i was just exhausted. i love being home, the girls attacked me, they followed me everywhere through out the house. i had to get away, things were getting out of hand. not that i would cheat and Bry because i wouldn't. james and the massages were getting to me, playing the massage game with bry was getting to me ( making me feel guilty,) speaking of bry...laffs he's here sleeping i think i broke him, laffs, anywho, i don't know what to say other than the truth. between driving to see mindy almo… Read more

hi everyone it's me: i don't know about everyone else, but this is ridiculous trying to message right now on hamster. nothing seems to be working. waiting, waiting, and waiting, and bad gateways and all bad hoo doo voodoo going on. i tried to answer my messages but right now i just can't. i'm sorry it's not me at all. i hope hamster fixes whatever is wrong, it's so frustating, videos load, stories load, i just uploaded some new fotos ( of me and bry ) he's got a fat one, laffs, anywho... i hate not being able to chat on hamster, but i get so upset i want to powie my puter… Read more

Hi everyone, it's me...I wanted to take a little time to hop on today and say Merry Christmas and happy New Year to all my xhamster friends. wow, it's been 3 years since i first wrote anything. i've met some great, friendly people, and some i just wanted to powie one right in the nose, laffs. oh well it's life you encounter all kinds. i just want to make a wish that all of you have a great Christmas and santa claus brings you everything you asked for, but most of all i want to wish you peace and love surrounded by friends and family on Christmas day. i slept in late yesterday. Bry came over li… Read more

Hi everyone it's me again. I just want to say i try very hard to wear my happy face, but the holidays are always kinda hard on me and i feel myself getting depressed. this year though thank God i have the girls and James, and yaaaaaay Regina is staying until after the new year. Still late at night when the house is quiet i get nostalgic and my heart aches and i find myself staring out the window at the lake. I dunno I just start crying I miss Derikk so much, still. Okay it's not as bad but i'll miss him and always have that empty ache in my heart until my own hear… Read more

Hi everyone, it’s me I wanted to say I’m thankful for Derikk and all the love and guidance he gave me. I’m thankful for the short years we had, but those years seemed like forever. I’m thankful for the memories. I’m thankful for the warm special place in my heart where he lives on. I’m thankful for my son and his wife and the grandc***d they gave me. I’m thankful for Bryant who loves me in his own way and comes to me when I really need him. I’m thankful for Mindy and James and the girls who have let me help and watch over them. I’m thankful for the warmth of… Read more

hi, is everyone else having issues with their messages. sometimes mine say no subject, other times as i'm messaging it goes, no history. yikes and grrrrrrr, i hope they resolve this soon, if it's just me then i think i may have to sign out and resign in? i don't know but it's annoying, laffs, makes me wanna punch hamster one in his nose, ok i feel better, i just had to ask though, anna… Read more

okay, i deleted this one, like poof and pfffft, i was so mad, he actually had the nerve to ask if my latest pic on my yahoo profile were my real tits, oh my god, i was stunned, i was so mad, he never even offered an apology. this man must be an idiot, if he thinks my breast are not real, for gods sake i'm 39 and no they don't stand up there like they used to, but they don't like droop either. i don't think i have saggy boobs, but my breast do NOT look fake, what a retard, and yes i'm still sitting here so mad, i honestly can't believe he asked me that. honestly i'm so mad i'm taking a break fr… Read more

Hi everyone, it's me again. This time i just have to say something. it's hard to believe that i've been coming here for like 3 years. i've made some really great friends, i've had my moments of wishing i could reach through my monitor and powie some guys right in their noses, laffs, we all do i think? anyway i love reading stories and sometimes i start to read a story and go, oh wait, i read this before, ( just a different name ) it makes me mad that people steal others work and post it under their name, grrrrrr. i had it happen to me and most know i went ballistic and the claws came out laffs… Read more

okay as most know james ( mindy's husband ) has been giving me massages. innocent enough, like foot and calves, moved to back and then front, it's all good, except i'm warning you now 2 glasses of wine and a little smoke, and you get really relaxed. i did nothing wrong tonight. i was strong just sleepy and felt like maybe james pressed his luck, but me being all high and when i should have said james, enough, i found myself paralyzed with curiosity or something like that, i'm a big girl, so no i'm not crying just saying maybe no more drinking and smoking before and during the massage. honestly… Read more

She stands alone in the rain Her pretty white dressed pressed against her skin Her hands hold a single rose As she cries for nights alone in her wedding bed She reads his name carved in stone And shivers from the pain and cold inside her heart She kneels alone in the rain With her shaking hand she softly kisses her lips And presses them against the stone Silently she cries in the rain Her teardrops falling down her cheeks as she prays For the love that left her all alone She stands up slow and graceful as a mournful swan And turns and walks away in the ra… Read more