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Yes, leaving soon, back mid May. First part of the trip will be very sexy and intense, I will try to blog pictures and videos – but I can't do it here on xHamster, due to so many restrictions on uploading etc. You can follow me on https://faphouse.com/transgender/models/beingboth/posts and https://beingboth.many*vids.com (remove the * in that) :P… Read more

This dildo model is so good that I have to tell you about it and where to get it. It comes in five sizes. I now have the three largest sizes (5, 6, and 7 cm diameter) I love them so much, in both my holes, because: 1. They look fabulous 2. They feel so good, much due to the dual layer structure; a bit harder and sturdier core, the outer layer is softer, feels like real skin. 3. They are made from silicone. Any other material is not as good, because of a lot of different reasons. The two most important things to me are the ability to clean it well (boiling it works, if needed) and silicone is… Read more

There are two distinctly different kinds of sexual pleasure: Stimulating the other with the outside of one’s body, as well as being stimulated on the outside of one’s body, on one hand. On the other hand, there is the stimulating the other with the inside of one’s body, as well as being stimulated on the inside of one’s body. The former is what is most commonly referred to as masculine pleasure, the latter as feminine pleasure. My discovery is about the possibility to experience both at the same time. For me, it is no longer only a possibility, it is now the reality of my every sexual experi… Read more

I recommend watching a very recent sex-work documentary: "A Wicked Eden" (2021), well made, up to date, quite honest. I watched it, and noticed something that was never mentioned: Doing porn/sex work primarily because of one's own Lust. And I wonder: How can anyone – whether customer or producer – think that sex work primarily done for money, can do anything long-term beneficial on a personal and deeper level? And I promise: I can never do what I do primarily for money ♥️… Read more

Quote from the movie ”Ready Player One” by Steven Spielberg (2018) @ 47.40: Parzival: I said I'm in love with you. Art3mis: No, you're not. You only know what I want you to know. You only see what I want you to see. That's what you're in love with.… Read more

OMG, just got this in the mail! Large head to slide over the p-spot very noticeably, bumpy shaft, and something sturdy to hold on to. Or reverse it, holding in the nicely shaped head. Wow. Will add my review after testing it. Also got some very sexy body stockings and pantyhose that are "hollowed" out in the right places so my tats show. Yummmmmy! Review: Holy smoke, it's nice! Gives me a lot more control, I know exactly where it is in me, so very acute. Just spent a few hours with it and my other toys, glorious!… Read more

For those who ask about my characteristics: == Results from bdsmtest.org == 90% Voyeur 89% Exhibitionist 60% Experimentalist 51% Vanilla 51% Non-monogamist 49% Switch 24% Submissive 9% Brat 8% Rope bunny 0% Ageplayer 0% Degradee 0% Boy/Girl 0% Masochist 0% Pet 0% Primal (Prey) 0% Slave… Read more

My intention was to replace the older videos with newly remastered ones. The editing skills were lacking when I first started, so I thought it would enhance the viewing experience a bit, slightly increase the viewing pleasure. But... xHamster emailed me that this violates the policy that says "No duplicates". Hmmm.... We'll see what happens.… Read more

It’s not looking at a cock cuming that turns me on. It’s the knowing what it is like when my cock is cuming, or to have a cock cum on me, that turns me on. It’s not what I am looking at that turns me on. Looking at that reminds me of what it is like, what it feels like, and that feeling is what turns me on.… Read more

I normally don't do blue jokes, but tonight I just have to tell one: Now I know from my own experience what is meant when you say "Gonna fuck the shit out of you"... :P… Read more

Just for the fun of it, I found this about the nutritional "value" of cum.… Read more

Been using it for quite some time now, and I am 100% happy with this discovery: MCT Oil. Coconut oil is solid at room temperature. It melts fine when on or in the body, but it's still a pain to use when hard, and it hardens on toys that cool down to room temperature. So I searched for coconut oil that is liquid at room temperature – and I found it. MCT Oil, or Caprylic Acid, is a coconut oil that is fractioned to where only Medium Chain Triglycerides (MCT) remain. And they aren't solid at room temperature! Now I can enjoy all the benefits from coconut oil (organic, anti-bacterial, does not… Read more

Got home, one new item, a red bra, that was enuff to get me going, trying clothes with it, got so horny, I just had to do an ”aloner”, no camera, just me a my little darlings — I wanted a big mirror in front of me, cock on top of it, above me, shooting me so full of cum while I fucked another one… bad BB. :P… Read more

https://xhamster.com/videos/54-pmv-trailer-after-all-anal-toys-in-me-a-huge-cum-bath-xhACpm4… Read more

Don't ask me why, but Being Both #54 - with my sexy voice, haha, is already approved over at Faphouse. Here it is: https://faphouse.com/go/KyUWt… Read more

Don't ask me why, but Faphouse approved the full length of Being Both #54 PMV already, so here it is: https://faphouse.com/go/P04No… Read more

A desire to give in, crack, burst to her elusive beauty and lustful play that always cease when we are so close… She haunts me in dreams but never intended to be found. She knew already before we met and told me in our play what I had begun to realize… I am her already. I had thought I could find in another, what I already am. The play transforms into euphoria of Truth and I give in, crack, burst…… Read more

I am on a discovery. The discovery is about all the fucking that I have done in the past, and all the fucking that I have watched in porn. I discovered that I was so fascinated by what it is like to be fucked (kind of like ”opposites attract”?). I thought that I was only this man fucking, yet all the while, I was so attracted to watching women be fucked by big cocks, because I also wanted to feel what it is like to be the woman being fucked by big cocks, the woman craving to be filled up by them. So my discovery is that I feel w… Read more

If what I do is art, my art is symbolism. This art contains symbols for a select few human experiences, but none for all others. So it follows, then, that my intention has never been for anyone to fall in love with my art, but with what my art points to.… Read more

Recently, I fingered myself deep in my hole, for the first time. My first feeling was that now I know and feel what it is like to be fingered deep in my hole. My inner eyes ran across what was happening, and lingered on what it is that experiences this, then followed it and around to my hand that was fingering deep in a hole. So while I experienced what it is like to be fingered deep in my hole, I experienced, at the same time, what it is like to finger deep in a hole. Do you see how that is Being Both?… Read more