A new confession sent to me: I first met my husband when we were in college and he was really handsome and in shape. But as we dated he got s little bit heavier. By the time we married he was fat, but I loved him so much. And since we got married hes gotten obese. There is one other thing, he has gradually lost interest in sex. I always want him to fuck me and hes interested in eating and playing games. Its so frustrating. Last month we went on our long planned romantic vacation. I though for sure I would get fucked on out romantic vacation but he had no interest. Someone at th Read more
Things I want to do
I want everyone to comment on my photos. Tell me what you really think. I want to be whored out truck stop. Dressed up as a 5 dollar whore sent out to a truck stop to earn money. Spending the night fucking and sucking any driver with the money, or maybe for free Spend the night naked in a bathroom where the homeless men and women could use me as the whore i am. Taken to a big construction site, stripped naked and tied nearby where the workers could see me and see how many come and visit me on breaks. . Read more
We Were Supposed to Fuck
(This blog is not heavy on sex or sex acts at all) Sunday morning, long before the sun came up, my man woke me up with sex. Sort of. The sex was quite real, however I don't think I woke up. My body mostly non-responsive. My eyes were glued shut. That works for us - in a pinch. He knows that he can do that, and I don't mind. I'm the one that suggested using lube when, in my sleepy state, I don't welcome him with open pussy. That early morning moment knocked us both out for the r Read more
Part 2 of Fantasy story i wrote
I started going out to the bars more often, sometimes convincing my friends to go with me but also going alone, sitting at the bar sipping wine watching the people come and go. I had been getting hit on most times but none of them interested me. I tried to pretend i wasn't waiting for someone special but in my mind i knew i was watching for him. Hoping he would show up. Of course even if he did it didn't mean he would notice or pay any attention to me but just thinking back to the time in the storage room got me wet and excited. I couldn't believe i wanted to do it again, it was so out o Read more
Rude Ass Men ~ Part 3
Yes I'm sad to say, I'm back with another posting and again some some half cocked guy thinking he's all the shit to xhamster, asking for a friend linking and then going off half cocked. Please read over the blog links at both http://xhamster.com/posts/275189 and at https://xhamster.com/posts/630647 for rude ass men parts 1 and 2 in order to know why I'm writing these. So, round 3, the runner up is ~ https://xhamster.com/user/jay_luvs_bigtits The last few days, he has requested a friend linking twice. The first time I simply denied it because he has non-original content. I mean come on gu Read more
I have been such a shitty friend
Things have been rough lately. My mom got to see our regular doctor and he told her there was no reason to panic. She needs some tests. I know we're not out of the woods yet. We're at least on the right path. I was really depressed when my mom was in the hospital. I was really depressed when she came home. I was afraid she'd be different after a stroke. I feared another attack when we were apart. If you ever see someone with one side of their face drooping. If someone complains of weakness in one arm. If someone can't manage to speak. You need to dial 911 immediately. In my case Read more
In his kitchen
As I'm being led out by my new male interest, he pushes me against the front door of his house that we were about to exit. He reaches between my legs to massage my sensitive pussy while he leans against my back and nibbles on my ear. I reach back and stroke his big black cock under his jeans. He leads me into his kitchen and leans me against the counter while we continue to massage each other. He turns me around, bending me over the counter as he lowers my sweat pants and inserts his pulsating cock into my sheath from behind. He slowly pumps in and out as my pussy continues to become wetter ar Read more
An update
My mom's recovered from the stroke but her hemoglobin and potassium levels keep dropping. I don't know how long she'll be in the hospital. This house is so lonely without her. I had a memory post from facebook that knocked me for a loop. I would post it but it's very sad. I talk about depression. I rarely do that. For the past four years, I've been determined to stay positive.. I can't just sit in my house and worry about what I'm facing. I took the plunge and joined instagram. I'm almost clueless how to use it. Trying to figure it out made me smile. I need all the distractions I c Read more
Why I might miss your messages
Yesterday was a really hard day. I had to take my mom to the emergency room. She has all the signs and symptoms that she had a stroke. They kept her overnight. I should know more today. I'm depressed. I'm scared. I'm lonely. I don't know when things will get back to normal. I don't really feel like chatting. When I feel like this I close myself off from the world. I'm not looking for sympathy or empathy. I just want a few good friends to understand why I'm unavailable. My friend request box may stay full. I will accept some people without taking the time to comment on pictures. Read more
Friend Requests
For the longest time I kept my profile private, except for friends. Now I try to keep it open to registered Xhamster members. Easy enough requirement just enter a valid email address yada yada and then you can see what I have as far as original content. But when I get a friend request it sometimes bothers me because a friend is someone I feel I should be able to have some type of connection with, maybe not even sexual it may be our taste in music, movies, video games...you get the point. So I ask the whole of Xhamster am I being too strict or taking it too seriously. Or am I trying to pre Read more
Questions?
Just a few random thoughts or maybe questions to either get you thinking or get some other opinions. Feel free to answer any or all but if you do please put the question # next to your response so that I and the rest of the Xhamster community can keep tabs. 1) Why use another individuals images? Yes I know when you sometimes use a picture as an avatar but when you send a picture to another person or respond to someone's ad why would you misrepresent yourself. 2a) Why falsify your age/body type/status? Just not cool, if you lie about the stuff that is either not important or while may Read more
You CUM twice as hard at this altitude
His side of convo: Traveling with friends? So what now? You guys going out tonight? So are you trying to get into something?!!! I just got in from Apres. Was gonna relax, shower, then maybe go out for round two. So can I ask you a question? So I take it you're into BBC? I figured So come get some! You feeling like getting naked and Cumming a few times? You're like, HELL YEAH! Huh!!! Lol I bet... Hahaha Me too It was a nice day... I could use some good wet sloppy Nasty sex for a few hours right now. You too? Lol Me too I'm getting hard now So on a freak level 1-10, wh Read more
My first BBC fuck
For whatever reason, many men want to hear the story of my first BBC. So, here it is for all to see. I grew up in and still live in the same very white community. When I was 24 years old, I lived in an apartment with my baby and a roommate. 2 black guys who were roommates were our neighbors and they both would flirt with me at the pool and try to come to my place. It sometimes felt awkward when I had 2 roommates vying for my attention. One of these guys was a very tall former college basketball player. I once found myself alone with him in my apartment and my eyes were drawn to his very large Read more
Cocky
I want to tell all men this. Having a big dick is great. But you need to know how to use it. Women want that. If you have 9 inches but no stroke game you are wasting our time. Now granted, I am willing to help you via practice. But at the end of the day, if you have a big dick but no stroke you better practice. Likewise I have fucked with some dudes who were average. But they stroke game had me shaking in the bed and signing their praises. Between the hip action and their tongue... Shit... Read more
"Dirty sex" and a relationship with a bl
So I just don't get why so man black are cool with a girl liking dirty or taboo sex until they decide they want to try and put her on lockdown and then get all bent out of shape when she still wants it. I've been with a older black man off and on for the last six months and he was cool with me loving random and group sex. I told him from the start I'm never going to be tied to just one mans bbc. I told him that sex and love are two different things and he was all cool with that. In the start he was cool with me being shared and passed around his friends. Well some feelings developed and I w Read more
Black Diamond pt II - Marquis' Greatest Hits!
Hello friends...and the rest of you, too! Sorry Sorry Sorry I haven't posted more, but life...right? In fact, I meant to tell you all about this much earlier in the year, because it led up to a series of events that culminated (climaxed? LOL) in the wildest night of sex-type stuff I'd ever done (to that point) on a Halloween night. And I wanted to tell you all about it around Halloween, if possible. Well, obviously I missed my deadline :( Any-who, we press on...time to get you caught up! If you’ll recall, I introduced you to Marquis, the black boy I met at the pool and went riding arou Read more
The Black Bull Stable
It truly amazes me how a lot of guys can't grasp how I live my life. With Black guys, we eat, drink, and fuck...mostly fuck. With everyone else we hang out, have fun, and talk. I enjoy fucking Black guys because, not only are they bigger but it's something about that black skin, especially the really dark guys, against mine that really turns me on. I don't know what it is, it just feels so...taboo. But unfortunately, once the fucking stops and the conversation starts, I start to tune out. No offense, but this is why I can't see myself marrying a Black guy. As for everyone else, my fr Read more
Part 1: My “Good Girl” Years
I grew up as a "PK" or Pastor's k** and went to a private girls school all the way through high school. Yup, I even had to wear those stupid uniforms with the checkered skirts and matching tie. (For those of you with anime/hentai fetishes, NO, I will not dress up in a school girl uniform and I don't care how much you love Sailor Moon or Bible Black. I am not putting that shit on ever again! It brings back too many bad memories of growing up.) As much as I love my Dad, he was just overly protective of me at times. No boyfriends, no dating, no sex, no nothing. But I did get to go out wi Read more
Black Lives Matter and White girls
So I'm sure I'm going to piss off a few white girls with this but it needs to be said. Whats up with all the white girls who will proudly march with the Black Lives Matter crowd but won't date or hook up with a black man? They will scream all day and night about equality and black rights but when you ask them about dating a black man they get a face like they are having a heart attack. They want to scream about down with white privilege but they refuse to date a black man because they don't want to give up that privilege. They want to be able to walk into stores, banks, nice white neighborh Read more
My Asshole's Stomach Is Growling, Feed It Now
38DD looking for BBC
I am always looking for the next BBC, I have 38DD's to get that next huge cock Read more
I need a BBC gangbang...
I haven't been gangbanged by a large group of bbcs in far too long. I like large groups, I like being tied up, blind folded, doing it in public.... if you have read my other posts you know how kinky I am and how you can use me as you wish. I want you to message me with where and how... I still need you to make me wet. Convince me that I have to fuck you and yours friends (or you and a group of random strangers if that's what you want...) Make me cum so hard just thinking about it, I will have no choice but to let you use me. Read more
The plumber
This literally just happened about an hour ago.... My shower hasn't been working, so naturally I called the landlord who called some sleezy looking plumber, who I'm pretty sure doesn't even work for a company, to come over to fix it. I showed him the shower and then went and just hung out in my living room. As I was sitting there, I started to get turned on by the idea of fucking this gross, old, fat guy who was in my apartment. Letting him take advantage of me, use me.... My thoughts had me dripping wet and I started touching myself. After i made myself cum, hard. I got up and went Read more
HELP ME. i'M PATHETIC
So many people helped me change my language back to english. I would never have tried to change a setting on the homepage. Fuck that stupid flag button. It took me about thirty minutes to realize I fucked up my settings and I wasn't just communicating with foreign people. That is pathetic. i have done some weird shit with my computer on accident. I have no clue why my xham page is now in another language. This truly sucks. I should've failed two years of spanish in high school. The only actual thing I learned in two years were how to say 'i love my cat' and 'my house is white' and fo Read more
When It Rains, It Pours...
Hey yo! Hope every one is having a great summer! Mine has been up-and-down, and this last week has been a bunch of me bouncing up-and-down, and I felt the need to step back and tell SOMEBODY about it, so why not my fine Hamser-ites? Yall who know me know that I demand a pretty regular sex schedule. While saying that sounds a little slutty, I know that married couples or boyfriends/girlfriends have sex 2-7 times a week, so why shouldn't I? Just because I choose to not be tied down doesn't mean I shouldn't enjoy and participate in sex just as much as they do... And to be honest, in the Read more
Mrs J's rant
why cant a girl like a good hard fucking, i sat quietly in a room full of what i thought were like minded people recently, hearing stories of insane fuck sessions and sexual exploits, when one guy tells the story of a girl he fucked who laid back on the bed and let 4 guys fuck her, the sex was safe (condoms) and everybody came, now the problem is while he was one of the eager men with his dick in his hand, she was horrible and he cant see how a woman would let people do this to her...it is 2011 WE (woman) like sex and lots of it who doesn't like to cum. Thats all, i did say this was a rant Read more