How i became addicted to being cum-controlled

it all started when my exgirlfriend at that time announced her to visit me. i decided two hours before to do a good wank, took a big pack pornmagazines to my bed and started looking and wanking. but: all over sudden the doorbell rang - she was early! so i opened the housedoor with the remote from my flat saw that bringing away the magazines would not be managable in time and laid them just together and slipped back under the blanket. when she entered my flat she sat next and asked me why im in bed. and i replied: im was tired (a lie). shortly after that she discovered the pornmagazines and said: may i have a look at them? i allowed it and she started to look through. after some pics she asked me wether i like this pic and showed me. and what i like about it. i answered. she went through the magazine showing me other pics and asking me again and again. as i was about to cum when she entered after those pics my cock was completely wet dripping with precum on my stomach. she took the next magazine and went on doing some horny comments herself like: "oh you seem to like big tits" or: "do you think that this cumshot is best or which one do you like best?" ... after one hour i couldnt resist to let one hand to my cock and start moving slowwwly... too slow to cum but it felt great anyway. and after another hour of talk and watching pics she all over sudden asked me in a strict tone:"so, what are you doing down there?" i was about to say "nothing" but she simply grabbed the blanket and pulled it away."ooohh, nothing! you are jerking. most likely you wanted to cum, didnt you?" i only could say "yes" and as a result she said:"take your hands off!!!" and kneeled between my legs. then she started to stroke my cock veeerrrry slow... she milked my precum so that a lot of it dripped on my stomach and humilated me verbally what turned me on even more:"you are such a horny cockwanking slut" and kept on milking me. after sometime she said: "Wanna see my tits?" and before i could answer she opened her blouse and let them out...."you can touch them - but nothing more!" i was ordered. when i reached out to touch and felt her tits i felt that orgasm as she kept on milking me was irresistibly taking place. i exploded and my cum flew up to my chin ... it was such an orgasm i only experienced a few times.
i think that addicted me to being cum-controlled and caught wanking.