Slowly growing addiction To .... BLACK cock

This ORIginally DIARY is by my fren …………… THIS my GROWing FANTASY -- reFLECTS so well
So I hav Edit the words ……… in my own mouth
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I'm curious how many other men and especiallly Women
have gone through this same progression and how long it took you.
i am growing addicted to IR movies and BBC.

For men, I'm very curious to see what you think of the fact that
so many Oriental women are becoming obsessed with BBC.

Is it attractive, unattractive, or are you indifferent?
Has it ever affected a relationship you were/are in?

So here are what I think of as the stages of Black Cock addiction.


Stage 1: DISCOVERY
The first time you see an IR porn scene. Your first site of a BBC.
There's something extremely alluring about it, but you can't figure out what.
You probably try to deny these feelings, but you know its there if youre honest with yourself.
You try to watch some 'regular' non-IR porn to balance it out,
but it just doesn't excite you like seeing that asian teen with a BBC in her mouth...
Personally this happened around age 16 and lasted probably 3-4 years.



Stage 2: INTERRACIAL ONLY
By this time you make no effort to deny your intense craving for Black Cocks inside of asian women.
You watch IR porn obsessively and exclusively.
Regular porn has no appeal to you anymore; it's like watching paint dry.
You dont even get Xcited.
Black cock is the only thing that works for you.
It's on your mind all day, at work, at school.
All you want is to get home so you can enjoy the heavenly site of Black Cock filling up Asian pussy.
For me this started around age 18, when I was mature enough sexually to realize what I liked and stop denying it.


Stage 3: THE WORLD OF CUCKOLDING
It's been there the whole time, but you never really noticed it: cuckolding.
You begin to experience feelings of arousal at the idea of having a guy/girl taken from you.
Maybe its a girlfriend or girl you have an enormous crush on.
You wonder what she thinks about BBC.
Has she ever seen one?
Did she find it as mesmerizing as you? Or does she not care
...maybe girls dont care about size. Or maybe she craves it secretly, like you.
The curiousity consumes you.
You constantly think about sexy women you know fucking Black men.
You don't fantasize about fucking them
a Black man has taken over for you in your fantasies (just like he will in real life!)
You'd rather watch a BBC fuck that cute girl you work with than fuck her yourself.
You've become a cuckold.
I suppose it takes sexual maturity and some level of complexity to take pleasure in something like cuckolding.



Stage 4: Bisexuality
By now IR and cuckold porn are a way of life for you, a ritual you can't live without.
Your cravings are progressing into stuff you NEVER thought you'd do.
You start getting into hardcore cuck porn.
You'd love for your gf to force you to suck a BBC.
Lay under her as he pounds her doggy style, with is low-hanging black balls swinging in your face.
Just before he finishes, he pulls out and releases his load into your mouth.
Your gf and her Black lover cuddle and kiss as you clean the cum and pussy juice off his cock.
These are your deepest fantasies now.
You'd glady suck a BBC and swallow his superior cum, but you're a straight woman, right??
I first had these feelings just a couple years ago.



Stage 5: FROM ONLINE TO REAL LIFE
Your sexuality revolves around BBC.
It's penetrated deeper than you ever though it would into your psyche.
Now's the time when you start pondering how to introduce your gf/bf to the idea of cuckolding/BBC.
You wonder: does she have any idea that this world of sexuality even exists?
Has she ever seen a Black cock?
She mustve seen one online at some point. Maybe shes even watched IR porn.
Did she like it?
You don't know where to start.
You think she's dropped hints at being curious about Black men in the past,
but maybe you were just hearing what you wanted to hear.
Maybe she'll think your nuts when you bring up the idea. Maybe it'll screw up your sex life.
How do you tell her you wanna see her fuck a Black guy?
Maybe start small.
Try 'accidentally' exposing her to some IR porn on the computer.
Or buy a big Black or brown dildo for her.
If she asks why it's brown, you'll just say 'oh it was the only color they had', but you know better ;)

This is currently where …………… I am .
So far my attempts to expose my FRENS GF and Bf …………… to this idea have failed miserably.
I hav tried to give my special Frens ………… a peek at some Good IR movies
-- but They just got mad at me …………… for liking ROUGH porn

Any advice here from people who've successfully taken then leap is appreciated.