A little more about Adrienne
Hi!! I'm Adrienne Fisher, a 60-year-old crossdresser who has known she was really a woman since age 15. But my feminine feelings began even before then, You see, my mother never wanted a son. She would tell anyone she saw that she really had wanted to have a daughter. Since I was an only c***d, there was nothing she could think of except to make Adrian into Adrienne, the little girl she so badly wanted. And my mother was the boss in our home…..she was definitely the dominant person in her marriage.
By the time I was 5, she had me walking around the house (and also when we went by 2 of my Auntie's houses to visit) in her high heels. My mother and my Aunties all thought it was so cute. And, to be honest, one of my Aunties had a fabulous closet full of heels, and I just adored wearing them. Very big on me of course, but I walked around as best as I could. My father and uncles thought that I was just going through a phase.......too bad my Mother had some other ideas!! This just has to be the reason why I have had such an obsession with heels my entire life.
When it came to school, I was the biggest sissy in gym. Playing baseball, I threw like a girl, and when I came up to bat I could not even hit the ball out of the infield. I had absolutely no interest in sports and was like the only k** who did not play Little League. I had to be the worst athlete in my class...probably at least 90% of the girls were better than me too. I'm positive all the boys thought I was a total sissy.
My mother sent me to school as Adrian but the moment I came home, she had me change into Adrienne. She bought me girl's jeans, panties, skirts and girl's loafers. I did not even own any boy play clothes. On the rare occasions she let me go out to play with the other boys, I had to wear my school clothes including school shoes, not sneakers. Can you imagine running around in leather shoes? No wonder no one wanted the sissy on their team!! This actually made me want to wear the girl's clothes as they were more comfy to wear for play at home. My toys at home were a kitchen set and some dolls ….my mother told me the dolls were “figures”. But they were really dolls….she wanted me to play with femme toys. I had a few cars and some soldiers for when my father was home, but he worked a lot and would go out to the tavern at night…so Mommy had me all to herself a lot.
I was a confused c***d at first……I didn’t know if I was supposed to be a boy or a girl. My mother was encouraging me to dress femme, wearing panties to school under my pants. And then when I got home, right into my skirt. I have to admit I enjoyed wearing the girl’s things……it was like being an actress, playing a role. But thanks to my mother’s encouragement, I began to enjoy it more and more….in high school, I began to sit down to pee, because that is what a real girl did.
My mother continued to encourage my femininity. I’ll never forget my eighth grade graduation…..another turning point in my life. Like all the other boys, I wore a dark suit and tie. The girls all wore white dresses and heels. One girl wore a stunning white dress, just above the knee with little cutouts on top, a pair of 3” heel white pumps and white stockings. She looked amazing! On the way home, my mother told me “Adrienne, you would have looked adorable in her outfit”. I knew that was the case and would just stare at our graduation picture, imagining myself in the dress.
I would wear girl’s jeans when we went shopping, and when I was about 12, my mom got me a pair of loafers with a little heel that she would have me wear. My hair was a little shaggy and since I was very slim, if you didn’t look too closely, I could pass for a girl. I used to love walking like that, feeling so femme. Mom took me to look at ladies clothing and shoes. She used to like to bring me to the mall to try on heels in one particular shoe store where we always saw the same salesman. He used to love helping me try on heels and mom would often buy a pair, either for herself or for me.
By the time I was 5, she had me walking around the house (and also when we went by 2 of my Auntie's houses to visit) in her high heels. My mother and my Aunties all thought it was so cute. And, to be honest, one of my Aunties had a fabulous closet full of heels, and I just adored wearing them. Very big on me of course, but I walked around as best as I could. My father and uncles thought that I was just going through a phase.......too bad my Mother had some other ideas!! This just has to be the reason why I have had such an obsession with heels my entire life.
When it came to school, I was the biggest sissy in gym. Playing baseball, I threw like a girl, and when I came up to bat I could not even hit the ball out of the infield. I had absolutely no interest in sports and was like the only k** who did not play Little League. I had to be the worst athlete in my class...probably at least 90% of the girls were better than me too. I'm positive all the boys thought I was a total sissy.
My mother sent me to school as Adrian but the moment I came home, she had me change into Adrienne. She bought me girl's jeans, panties, skirts and girl's loafers. I did not even own any boy play clothes. On the rare occasions she let me go out to play with the other boys, I had to wear my school clothes including school shoes, not sneakers. Can you imagine running around in leather shoes? No wonder no one wanted the sissy on their team!! This actually made me want to wear the girl's clothes as they were more comfy to wear for play at home. My toys at home were a kitchen set and some dolls ….my mother told me the dolls were “figures”. But they were really dolls….she wanted me to play with femme toys. I had a few cars and some soldiers for when my father was home, but he worked a lot and would go out to the tavern at night…so Mommy had me all to herself a lot.
I was a confused c***d at first……I didn’t know if I was supposed to be a boy or a girl. My mother was encouraging me to dress femme, wearing panties to school under my pants. And then when I got home, right into my skirt. I have to admit I enjoyed wearing the girl’s things……it was like being an actress, playing a role. But thanks to my mother’s encouragement, I began to enjoy it more and more….in high school, I began to sit down to pee, because that is what a real girl did.
My mother continued to encourage my femininity. I’ll never forget my eighth grade graduation…..another turning point in my life. Like all the other boys, I wore a dark suit and tie. The girls all wore white dresses and heels. One girl wore a stunning white dress, just above the knee with little cutouts on top, a pair of 3” heel white pumps and white stockings. She looked amazing! On the way home, my mother told me “Adrienne, you would have looked adorable in her outfit”. I knew that was the case and would just stare at our graduation picture, imagining myself in the dress.
I would wear girl’s jeans when we went shopping, and when I was about 12, my mom got me a pair of loafers with a little heel that she would have me wear. My hair was a little shaggy and since I was very slim, if you didn’t look too closely, I could pass for a girl. I used to love walking like that, feeling so femme. Mom took me to look at ladies clothing and shoes. She used to like to bring me to the mall to try on heels in one particular shoe store where we always saw the same salesman. He used to love helping me try on heels and mom would often buy a pair, either for herself or for me.
9 years ago
x Karyn
