One year of anal destruction
Dear reader, dear community,
one year ago there was a time I got really bored. I had 3 weeks of vacation that I had to take - but I had nothing to do.
So, like everytime I'm bored I put something in my ass and was happy for a moment ...
Then I had an idea: can I put something big in my rear everyday and what would do that to my butthole?
A little backstory: the IDEA of having a permanent gaping and loose asshole is something that I fantasize about a lot. Often I find myself thinking about how I can become more wide, more loose, more easy access. The classic "fist my hole into oblivion".
BUT in everyday life this would not only be a minor problem, it would be terrible. I love ballroom dancing and I like doing sport and a football-sized abyss in my rear MIGHT cause an issue here and there.
So with that in mind I watched my continence carefully and was prepared to stop at any time.
So let me tell you a fullfilling secret: in the last year, I played with my 12cm plug on a daily basis. At least once per day and if I couldn't play one day, I put it in at least twice the next day.
I can still close my back, there were no side effects. Well, almost. I'm 24/7 fistable now ...
Some highlights:
- using lidocaine to block almost all feelings: you still feel the stretch, but you don't feel the plug sliding in and out. TBH it hurts more that way because the feeling of sliding a toy in and out overrides the stimuli of pain. But with a smaller plug or toy (in my case 7cm and less) it feels funny because you don't feel anything at all (depending on the amount of lidocaine) but you feel that you're getting pounded.
- letting myself "drop" on the toy and pushing it as fast into me as possible didn't hurt as much as expected. It felt so good that it became my normal way of insertion after a proper warmup.
- I extended the amount of time I can keep this plug in me. At first it was 12-16 seconds, now I can keep it in for 2 minutes. Seems a little bit short for someone who can walk around a whole day with a 8cm plug inserted. But I guess at that size we have to be grateful for every second.
- speaking of dropping: I really love to bounce on this toy. Getting penetrated and suddenly ripping it out just to be pounded again and again and again *bliss* - someday I'll buy a fuck machine and use it with that plug.
- The already mentioned lidocaine made my second sphincter numb, so it came down a little bit. Combined with some heavy stretching and my tunnel plug it came to rest directly behind my butthole. So I was able to use a pump on that part and pull it out a little bit. Unfortunately it went back in when the effect wore off.
Sorry for bad writing skills and bad grammar. It's 5 a.m. and I haven't slept for long. But I wanted to share this experience with you.
If you have questions - just ask :-)
one year ago there was a time I got really bored. I had 3 weeks of vacation that I had to take - but I had nothing to do.
So, like everytime I'm bored I put something in my ass and was happy for a moment ...
Then I had an idea: can I put something big in my rear everyday and what would do that to my butthole?
A little backstory: the IDEA of having a permanent gaping and loose asshole is something that I fantasize about a lot. Often I find myself thinking about how I can become more wide, more loose, more easy access. The classic "fist my hole into oblivion".
BUT in everyday life this would not only be a minor problem, it would be terrible. I love ballroom dancing and I like doing sport and a football-sized abyss in my rear MIGHT cause an issue here and there.
So with that in mind I watched my continence carefully and was prepared to stop at any time.
So let me tell you a fullfilling secret: in the last year, I played with my 12cm plug on a daily basis. At least once per day and if I couldn't play one day, I put it in at least twice the next day.
I can still close my back, there were no side effects. Well, almost. I'm 24/7 fistable now ...
Some highlights:
- using lidocaine to block almost all feelings: you still feel the stretch, but you don't feel the plug sliding in and out. TBH it hurts more that way because the feeling of sliding a toy in and out overrides the stimuli of pain. But with a smaller plug or toy (in my case 7cm and less) it feels funny because you don't feel anything at all (depending on the amount of lidocaine) but you feel that you're getting pounded.
- letting myself "drop" on the toy and pushing it as fast into me as possible didn't hurt as much as expected. It felt so good that it became my normal way of insertion after a proper warmup.
- I extended the amount of time I can keep this plug in me. At first it was 12-16 seconds, now I can keep it in for 2 minutes. Seems a little bit short for someone who can walk around a whole day with a 8cm plug inserted. But I guess at that size we have to be grateful for every second.
- speaking of dropping: I really love to bounce on this toy. Getting penetrated and suddenly ripping it out just to be pounded again and again and again *bliss* - someday I'll buy a fuck machine and use it with that plug.
- The already mentioned lidocaine made my second sphincter numb, so it came down a little bit. Combined with some heavy stretching and my tunnel plug it came to rest directly behind my butthole. So I was able to use a pump on that part and pull it out a little bit. Unfortunately it went back in when the effect wore off.
Sorry for bad writing skills and bad grammar. It's 5 a.m. and I haven't slept for long. But I wanted to share this experience with you.
If you have questions - just ask :-)
6 months ago
