Repress my sexuality from 19 years
Hello
In my family there is a veryt conservative rules about sex.
they said when a girl is not teenager any more then it is not allow to do mastrubate any more. because I must be a good adult girl now. but since I still live in the familiy house I have to foollow this rules.
so I try to make it a game for myself to deny masturbate on myself. Because I can maybe do it if I was alone and they cant find it out. And i dont thnk the doctor can see if I did it form examine my body?
but then I make the game for my self that I never allow to mastrubate my self. So I get very strong horny feeling in my body haha
In my family there is a veryt conservative rules about sex.
they said when a girl is not teenager any more then it is not allow to do mastrubate any more. because I must be a good adult girl now. but since I still live in the familiy house I have to foollow this rules.
so I try to make it a game for myself to deny masturbate on myself. Because I can maybe do it if I was alone and they cant find it out. And i dont thnk the doctor can see if I did it form examine my body?
but then I make the game for my self that I never allow to mastrubate my self. So I get very strong horny feeling in my body haha
1 year ago
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Yields as many answers as questions.
Firstly: It is obvious that your self-satisfaction denial from age twenty on is very exciting and taking most of your time, even when you try to concentrate in class. Reminds me of my teenage time, when I felt horny all the time day & night.
Secondly, as a scholar with a wide open mind for cultural differences in sexual education, as well as a man with a
Life long crush for South-East Asian teens and young women, I wonder about the rule of 'Age 20 limit' ... ?
Apparently your family values discovery of self pleasure for teenage girls as very healthy, but taboo later.
I think the reason might be that girls should not marry before age 20, but shouls marry not long after that age.
Thirdly, while I consider your practise of sex denial very arousing for both you - permanently horny - and others : as me -
I wonder whether you could afford - as you still live at your parents - to indulge in coming as often as possible ...
Of course, all in secret and silence ... As a male, I envy girls / women , as they can come multiple times in a row ...
Most men can't, as after one - or a few for young guys - orgasms, they simply can't get another hard-on very soon !