My Sissy Journal--September 2021
Well you know what they say, ~"better late than never". Its actually October 10th or day # 283. You probably know what I'm about to say..... Still full time chastity. Still only ever anal sex. Still use a dildo daily and cum like a girl hands-free. Still wouldn't change it for the world.
Quick note on "Locktober". To anyone taking part, you have my respect. To me, it's just another month of doing what i've been doing since Jan 1st of this year.
I am still having lots of fun with the gamer guys although the initial flurry of encounters has now leveled out into regular times each week. It was during one of these encounters that I had an Idea for next years new years resolution. I was lay on the bed on my stomach with my head propped up on my hands while the gamer guy examined my fuck-hole with tongue and fingers. God knows how long he had been down there and still hadn't bothered to put his cock in me yet, despite my begging and pleading. As my mind wandered, I imagined what I could do for 2021-2022 that I hadn't done already. Well my cage is staying on for starters and I am NEVER going back to masturbating like a man. So, what to do.??
Still pondering it, I absentmindedly reached back to spread my cheeks for his dick(he tends to fumble a little). As he started to hammer away from behind, it came to me.
"INTENSE ANAL-TRAINING".
Stretching and gaping it. possibly fisting it (I have steered clear of fisting for one reason. if my fuck-hole is my only source of sexual pleasure, I don't want to ruin it with massive things) after all, a boi-pussy should be tight and smooth.
So i think i'm going to be focusing on daily anal training+daily sissy hypnosis. In short I will be fucking myself twice a day and experimenting with new self-hypnosis scripts, written to cater to my personal desires (i already write my own self-hypnosis files)
Am going to be on the lookout for another sissy to take part so we can swap ideas and check each others results with vids and pics and emails yadda yadda yadda.
*IF YOU WANT TO SPEND 2022 GROWING INTO A BIGGER SISSY SLUT, PLEASE MESSAGE ME OR LEAVE A COMMENT. Anything that requires effort can be left to me while you just enjoy being a dirty sissy girl**
Yours Excitedly
alexa xoxo
Quick note on "Locktober". To anyone taking part, you have my respect. To me, it's just another month of doing what i've been doing since Jan 1st of this year.
I am still having lots of fun with the gamer guys although the initial flurry of encounters has now leveled out into regular times each week. It was during one of these encounters that I had an Idea for next years new years resolution. I was lay on the bed on my stomach with my head propped up on my hands while the gamer guy examined my fuck-hole with tongue and fingers. God knows how long he had been down there and still hadn't bothered to put his cock in me yet, despite my begging and pleading. As my mind wandered, I imagined what I could do for 2021-2022 that I hadn't done already. Well my cage is staying on for starters and I am NEVER going back to masturbating like a man. So, what to do.??
Still pondering it, I absentmindedly reached back to spread my cheeks for his dick(he tends to fumble a little). As he started to hammer away from behind, it came to me.
"INTENSE ANAL-TRAINING".
Stretching and gaping it. possibly fisting it (I have steered clear of fisting for one reason. if my fuck-hole is my only source of sexual pleasure, I don't want to ruin it with massive things) after all, a boi-pussy should be tight and smooth.
So i think i'm going to be focusing on daily anal training+daily sissy hypnosis. In short I will be fucking myself twice a day and experimenting with new self-hypnosis scripts, written to cater to my personal desires (i already write my own self-hypnosis files)
Am going to be on the lookout for another sissy to take part so we can swap ideas and check each others results with vids and pics and emails yadda yadda yadda.
*IF YOU WANT TO SPEND 2022 GROWING INTO A BIGGER SISSY SLUT, PLEASE MESSAGE ME OR LEAVE A COMMENT. Anything that requires effort can be left to me while you just enjoy being a dirty sissy girl**
Yours Excitedly
alexa xoxo
2 years ago