Things are coming to a head. Leah and I had already bumped into a couple we knew from the gym where Leah and my mom worked out and the chance of it happening again were a certainty.
Readers, thank you for your kind comments and for being aware that the authors get no benefits for submitting a story. We do it because we enjoy it and want to share with other like minded adults. I'm not a big fan of erotica but I am a big fan of love and romance so this edition will be sexy but emphasize on relationships and trust. This story is a blend of fantasy and reality. It wasn't my mom's best friend, it was my high school best friends mom. When we got outed she sold the house and moved away, my parents kicked me out and I met Cara while I was working as a busser.
Jodi and Aunt Leah Chapter Two
Leah took off my clothes, I undressed her and we got in bed for an afternoon ‘nap’ but
neither of us got any sleep. As we kissed, I slid myself into her and we made love until I
felt myself release deep into her.
As we rested, I thought carefully about what I was going to say. “Aunt Leah, just like
last night it’s only going to be a matter of time before we bump into someone else we
know. If everyone finds out by accident I’m sure that they are going to be more upset
than if we tell them first.”
Leah propped herself up on her elbow and looked at me. “Tell them everything?”
“No, I don’t really think that would be a good idea. Hitting them with both revelations
would probably be too much for them to handle. What I meant was you and I being together.”
“Do you you know how to approach it?”
“We could start with the most understanding person first and enlist them to help us with the rest.”
Leah shook her head. “I don’t know who that could be. The girls? Your mom? Your dad?”
“We should sleep on it. Maybe we can think of something. But, if anyone asks straight
up, I’m not going to lie. I don’t think that we are doing anything wrong. Different? Yes.
Wrong? No.”
We went through spring break without coming to a decision and soon the twins would be
home for the summer and I was enrolled in a local university for the upcoming fall
semester. Cara and I had been keeping in touch via phone calls and text messages when
she asked if Leah and I would join her on a double date with Sasha. There was an open
air jazz and blues festival that she was eager to see. I checked with Leah and we made
a date for Saturday. Their house was closer to the venue so it was agreed that Leah and
I would drive there and we would carpool together.
When we pulled into the large entrance a valet came to take the Porsche. Sasha had
called ahead and we were on the guest list and after a courtesy call from the concierge
to tell her we were coming, we were permitted to ride up the elevator to the twenty-
sixth floor. Cara was waiting at the huge double doors to greet us with hugs and kisses.
As we stepped inside I looked around in amazement. The condo was right on the beach
and I could see through the living room to the horizon on the Atlantic Ocean. The
floors were some type of stone or marble and the furniture was a stately mix of antiques
and comfy chairs and sofa in a range of fabrics and leather, all wood, no metal in sight.
The art work on the walls were all originals and the objects de art were eclectic and
beautiful.
Sasha came across the room to greet us barefoot in capri pants and a tight tank top
showing off her smooth, toned body. After air kisses all around, Sasha led us to the
balcony to a table set with various fresh juices and a bottle of champagne on ice.
The gym that Sasha managed was a boutique gym, not a chain and was expensive but
they offered a wide range of amenities including personal trainers, massage therapists,
in house created health snacks as well as group classes in yoga and core fitness, but it
didn’t explain how Sasha could afford a multi-million dollar condo on a manager’s
salary.
The weather was perfect as we looked out over the ocean. This was the first time we
four had a chance to have a real conversation. I was wearing high top fashion sneakers,
a white body suit over my padded bra, pair of short shorts, a sheer white blouse, light
makeup and the matching set of emerald jewelry Leah had given me as a present the
first time I went out in public as a girl.
After some small talk Sasha reached over and took Leah by the hand. “I’m so glad we
ran into you and Jodi. I’ve always been fond of you and Shelly and Cara has been so
lonely. She moved here to work at the State Attorneys office last year and has been so
busy it’s hard for her to make friends.”
Cara agreed. “It’s true. The first year for any lawyer is always busy, but between the
commute and the ten hour days, it’s all I can do to eat, sleep and wake up and do it
again. This is the first weekend I haven’t been preparing for trial.”
She pulled out her phone. “Look at this picture I found on the internet, it’s eerie how
much Jodi looks like Taylor Swift when she has her hair like Jodi’s.”
She passed around the phone and Leah looked at it and then back at me. “Oh, my God!
It’s uncanny.”
Leah passed the phone to Sasha. “If Taylor Swift saw Jodi she would be jealous. I can
say that because she is a member of my club in Beverly Hills.”
“What do you mean?” asked Leah.
“My first health club was in Long Beach, where I’m from. The I opened three more
clubs in Los Angeles, then one in San Francisco and on in San Rafael. I came to
Florida three years ago to open one in South Beach, but decided on Fort Lauderdale instead.”
I had to ask, “How can you possibly run six clubs at the same time?”
Sasha smiled, “It’s not easy, but the first priority is to find excellent staff members and
treat them well. My clubs are located in places where the cost of living is astronomical,
but our clientele will pay ten times the going rate for proper service. Then there are
other business considerations, but I won’t bore you with the details.”
Cara excused herself to get dressed and ready to go and invited me to help her get
dressed. In her room, I sat on the bed while she was in her closet choosing and outfit to
wear to the festival.
“How long have you know Sasha?” I asked her.
“I bumped into her at the grocery store the first month I moved here from Austin.
Except I didn’t meet Sasha, I met Simon. He offered me a free months pass to the gym
and I got to know him from there. I was living in a month to month extended stay hotel
and towards the end of the month he offered to put me up until I found a place. Work got I was so busy that the months dragged on and I didn’t find another place. I found
out about Sasha within weeks and soon we were going out together and one day I found
the courage to kiss her and we’ve been together ever since.”
“Wow, that is so cool. I’m happy for you both.”
As Cara changed I got a good look at her body. She was pale, as many real redheads are
with a very feminine body including medium sized tits and a very nice ass. She slipped
on a nude colored thong and matching sheer bar and pulled a blue and yellow patterned
sundress over her head and fastened the sash around her waist. A pair of short leather
boots and she was ready to go. She took me by the hand and when we got to the terrace
Leah and Sasha were nearly head to head in conversation. Before they could hear us,
Cara whispered in my ear, “We have to be the two luckiest girls in the world.”
I had to agree.
We found a place to spread our blanket on a little hill with a good view of the stage
where a band was already playing. Soon, Leah and Sasha were deep in conversation
with their heads almost touching so that they wouldn’t disturb the other patrons
listening to the music. Cara was lying down and trying to watch so I scooted over and
let her rest her head in my lap. Soon I was stroking her head and playing with her hair.
Since Cara was much closer to my age than Leah, no one paid us much notice. I soon
had a problem as being so close to Cara started to get me excited. My pouch panties
offered no tuck support and soon my erection was peeking out the leg of my short
shorts. Cara must have felt the lump under her head and reached up to adjust what was
poking her. When she realized that it was my hard cock she looked up into my face and
smirked. I shrugged. What was I supposed to do. Then she surprised me by fondling
the head a little before putting her arm back down. Then she took her other hand and
put it behind her head and her hand slipped into my shorts. She squeezed my cock and
held on to it. I looked around and unless someone was very close, they could not see
what she was doing. I just sat there pretending nothing was happening while I stroked
her hair. It was perfect. I was getting stimulated without any danger of cumming.
Would Sasha or Leah get mad if they knew? Probably not, we were just messing
around, not cheating. My question was answered when I saw Leah look over Sasha’s
shoulder and she could see where Cara’s hand had ended up. To her credit, she just
turned back and continued talking to Sasha. A few minutes later, Sasha turned around
towards us and asked, “Would anyone like something to drink?” Cara removed her
hand and now my erect pantie covered cock was exposed with at least two inches
outside my shorts and down my leg. Her eyes went wide. “Well, getting cozy? I’m
going for some drinks. Who wants what? Leah, do you want to take a walk with me.”
When they left, so did my privacy. Cara handed me the jacket she had brought and I
gratefully placed it over my lap. “I think they saw us,” I told her.
“I know they did, but I don’t think Sasha minded. She likes you. I just hope Leah isn’t mad at me.”
“Me too. I love her but I have no idea if she gets jealous.”
They came back with four bottles of water, four small bottles of white wine and four
chicken kabobs. We sat cross legged on the blanket in a circle to eat. I was across from
Sasha and since Cara and Leah were both in dresses they were able to see under each
others skirts to their pantie covered pussies. Leah definitely had the biggest tits,
followed by Cara and Sasha and I had to depend on padded bras.
“Sasha,” I asked. “You go to work dressed one way, then at home and going out you dress differently?
“Yes. I’m very active at work and it’s easier for me. Sasha is private and I don’t really
want to share her at work. What about you? Are you half and half also? Or full time?”
“Well, it’s only been a year and I haven’t been forced to make a decision. I’m registered
for my first year at college so I may go fem full time. I’m getting more and more
comfortable in this persona and I have Leah to thank. If it wasn’t for her I would
probably never figured out this part of me.”
I kissed her on the cheek. “Thank you honey.”
Sasha continued, “If you want to go full time, you are going to have to see a doctor. You
are a late bloomer physically, but soon things will happen that will make it harder to
stay as you are. I’m on a mild blocking and hormone regimen otherwise I would
probably have a dark beard like the rest of my family.”
“Thanks, I’ll talk it over with Leah and see what she thinks. If we have any questions,
can I come to you for help?”
“Of course dear, why else would I bring it up? If you go full time, you could get
implants. I would love to get them but they wouldn’t work with my lifestyle.”
I clutched my chest. “Oh wow. That would be awesome. To be able to have a little
something to fill out my bikini top would be heaven.” I looked at Leah. “Would that be
something you would like?”
“Honey, I love you no matter what you do. I want you to make the decisions that make
you happy.”
“Leah, making you happy makes me happy.”
It was dusk when we got back to the condo. Sasha just left the car for the valet to put
away and we went upstairs. Once inside, Sasha asked, “Are you in a hurry? Or can you
stay a while?”
Leah answered for both of us, “We’d love to stay.”
Leah sat at the bar while Sasha mixed them cocktails while Cara led me to her room so
we could change into some comfy clothes. She pulled out two pairs of cute flannel
shorts and matching tops and handed me one. We stripped out of our going out clothes,
got dressed and hopped on her bed together.
“Sasha is smitten with you.” Cara told me. “We don’t have any secrets and I don’t mind.
You are so pretty and unique I can understand how she feels. Are you at all interested in
her?”
“Well, I think she’s awesome but I don’t have much experience, Leah is the only person
I have ever been with.”
“Don’t worry, she would never betray Leah or do anything to make you feel
uncomfortable, I just didn’t want you to be left in the dark.”
“No, thanks for telling me. I’m flattered. Sasha is very smart and beautiful, but my
loyalty to Leah comes first, I care about her very much.”
“I know you do. It’s very sweet. I’m a little jealous of her.”
“Don’t you and Sasha have something special?”
“Yes we do. She has been my best friend and my best lover ever, but I see the love in
your eyes, and hers too. Have you ever had a girlfriend besides Leah?”
“No. My looks delegated me to the ‘friend’ zone. No girls ever looked at me as
boyfriend material.”
“Any boyfriends?”
“No. Probably because I never met the right person. How about you? What type of
person are you attracted to?”
“I’m kind of like you, it depends on the person. My college room mate and I slept
together on a regular basis, but we both had boyfriends off and on. I like someone
intelligent, refined, with good manners, a sense of humor and concerned about making
the world a better place.”
“That sounds a lot like Sasha to me.”
Cara looked at me with a curious expression. “Have you done anything to your lips? Or
is that how they are naturally?”
“Nope. The curse of the girly-boy.”
“I’ve been wondering what it would be like to kiss you. Would you let me?”
“Um. Ok, I guess so.”
We moved closer until our lips met in the middle. I put my arm around her and she did
the same to me. Her lips were soft and her mouth was smaller than Leah’s, about the
same as mine. It was different from what I was used to. I felt her tongue part my lips
and I let my tongue circle around hers. I plunged my tongue deep into her mouth while
she sucked on it and then she did the same back to me. I shifted a little closer and soon
we were pressed against each other while we kissed. I slid my hand behind her head
and pressed her to me when I thought I heard something. I opened one eye and I saw
Leah and Sasha watching us from the hall. I didn’t stop or warn Cara and after a few
seconds they turned and quietly walked away. When we broke the kiss, Cara was
panting when she said, “Obi-Wan has taught you well!”
I responded with, “The force is strong with you!”
Naturally, I was as hard as a rock after kissing her. Cara started stroking me. She could
feel my plum sized head through the flannel shorts with no underwear underneath. The
kissing was one thing, but this was another.
“Cara, you have to stop before we both get carried away.”
“I know, I’m sorry.” She looked in my eyes. “Leah is a very lucky woman.”
“We all are very lucky women.” I replied.
Laughing we got up and went to find the others. They were listening to music in the
living room with a pitcher of what looked to be margaritas.
I snuggled up with Leah and Cara sat with Sasha. Leah kissed me, then looked at Cara,
“Your lips gloss tastes nice.”
Cara blushed, but said nothing.
Sasha said, “I was ready to get a bucket of cold water to dump on you two!”
It was my turn to blush, “Hey, Cara was just giving me kissing lessons. I have so much
to learn.”
Leah laughed, “Never mind us, dear. It was very cute. Sasha, can I top off your glass?
I’m afraid I must stop if I’m going to be able to drive home, or I’ll need Jodi to drive.”
Sasha objected. “I have a whole, fresh, wild-caught, Alaskan sockeye salmon fillet in
the refrigerator. Why don’t you stay for dinner and for that matter, why not stay here
tonight? We have plenty of room and we would love it. What do you say? Please? I’m
sure Cara feels the same.”
Leah looked at me, “What do you say, Jodi?”
“Yes, of course. We didn’t have anything planned and we always sleep in on Sunday
morning. I’d love to stay.”
“It’s settled then.” replied Leah. “Thank you for having us, we would love it. So, who
is in charge of cooking?”
Cara spoke up, “Oh, I do the cooking around here, although we usually eat in front of
the television. Tonight I’d like to set the table. How about on the terrace?”
“Perfect,” said Leah. “Jodi is a great cook and I usually clean up after. If you two cook,
Sasha and I can clean up.”
Cara and I went into the kitchen to see what we would make with the fish. We decided
to marinate the fish in teriyaki and fresh ginger then sear it in a cast iron skillet with
wild rice and steamed vegetables. It was still too early to start dinner so Cara asked me
if I would like to go in the hot tub for a while.
In her room she let me pick out a swim suit to borrow. I picked up a gold lame bikini
with a bandeau top. “Would you mind if I wore this?”
She groaned, “Oh God! You’re making me wet.”
I undressed right in front of her and she eagerly watched me. I got the bikini on and
adjusted and went to my clothes and took out the soft breast enhancers I had worn to the
concert and tucked them into the top.
Cara dropped her clothes and let me see her fiery red bush before she pulled on a pale
green one piece thong swimsuit with a plunging neckline and super high cut legs. It
was ever sexier than seeing her naked. Fuck, my cock was hard again and I had to turn
it sideways to keep it in my bikini bottom. Cara got towels from the closet and we went
out to see our girlfriends.
“Anyone care to join us in the hot tub?” Cara coyly asked.
We looked hot and she knew it.
Sasha answered for the both of them. “Go ahead. We’ll join you in a few minutes.”
The hot tub was on the terrace around the corner and was recessed into a private area
where we could see the ocean but no one could see into the hot tub area.
We went back to the kitchen and she took a bottle of white wine from the fridge and four
plastic tumblers and handed them to me. Linking her phone to a bluetooth stereo
system, she got some soft music playing and stepped into the tub. I set the wine and
glasses on the surrounding deck and followed her in. It was not up to temperature yet,
but it was comfortable and I got settled in front of a water jet that blasted me on the
back. Cara poured us wine and sat next me, shoulder to shoulder as we were up to our
necks in the water. She lifted her leg over mine and it settled between my legs and I
looped my arm through hers. We were now snuggled up close.
Two songs later Sasha and Leah joined us wearing terry robes and carrying towels.
They stood on the wraparound deck and dropped their robes, exposing their nude
bodies. Leah’s looked incredible with her full boobs and trimmed bush, but Sasha’s
body was amazing and her most prominent feature was her huge, erect, up-curved
penis. It was fully hard and at least nine inches long. How she ever hid that thing in a
dress, I would never figure out.
“Mother Fucker!” It slipped out of my mouth on accident. I held my wine over my
head and slipped under the water in embarrassment. When I came up, everyone was
laughing.”
“That’s what I said the first time I saw it. I knew I was in trouble.” Cara exclaimed.
Sasha and Leah slid in across from us and we sat there smiling at each other.
Cara slid the shoulder straps down, took off her swimsuit and tossed it out on the deck.
“I felt so overdressed.”
She beckoned me forward and unfastened my bandeau top and it joined hers on the
deck. I felt her pulling down my bikini bottoms and when I lifted up to help her my
erection popped out of the water like a periscope. Sasha looked at Leah and said, “Very
impressive!”
Leah asked me, “Jodi, why don’t you sit up on the side of the tub so everyone can see
how beautiful you are?”
I did as she asked and now they could see everything from my knees up. My cock was
pointing straight out and my balls were saggy from the warm water.
“Isn’t she beautiful?” Leah asked Sasha.
“So very beautiful. Do you agree, Cara?”
“Are you kidding? She is a heartbreaker.”
Cara’s hand came out the water and encircled my cock. I looked over at Leah and Sasha
and they were clearly enjoying it. Cara’s other hand caressed my balls. “Oh my, your
balls are so big and full. Shame on you Leah. How can you let her walk around like
this? Have you been neglecting her?”
Leah laughed, hardly. “She just a healthy, horny eighteen year old and totally insatiable.
If you want to help me out, you’re welcome to try.”
From my vantage point I could see that Leah’s hand was wrapped around Sasha’s cock
under the water so I knew she wouldn’t object.
Cara whispered in my ear, “Would you mind if I sucked your cock?”
“I’d love it.”
She rinsed the tub water from my dick with spring water and kept stroking me getting
closer and closer. I could feel her warm breath on my wet dick and I was groaning with
desire. It just made me get harder. Finally she lowered her face and took me in her
mouth. I gasped. It was soft, warm and wet. I looked up with surprise and saw Leah
and Sasha watching intently. Since they could only see the back of Cara’s head, I
moved over next to Leah so they could see better. Cara took me back into her mouth
and my big dick looked huge as she plunged her lips up and down the end of my shaft.
I guess my nervousness with the situation kept me from cumming immediately and I felt
in no hurry to finish. Leah told Sasha to stand up and when she rinsed her enormous
member I thought she was going to suck it, instead she indicated that Sasha should sit
beside me and she sat on the other side of me. Now all three of us were on the edge of
the tub and Cara was in front of us with my dick in her mouth. She reached over and
started stroking Sasha and stopped sucking me to give her a turn. Watching Cara suck
that huge upcurved cock was so sexy that if hadn’t been stroking me I would have
stroked myself. I looked at Sasha and could see the hunger in her eyes. She wasn’t
going to take the initiative I leaned forward and kissed her. She responded immediately
and eagerly. Sasha wasn’t as good a kisser as Cara, nor as good as Leah, but I had
limited experience. All three of the people I have ever kissed on the lips were right here
with me, well besides my sister and my mom, but those didn’t count.
When Cara took her mouth from Sasha’s dick I thought she was coming back to me but
instead she spread Leah’s legs and started kissing her thighs. Leah scooted forward to
give her easy access to her pussy and soon Cara was lapping away at Leah’s large pussy
lips. Leah leaned her head back and closed her eyes as Cara found her clit. I was
getting so turned on I was going crazy. Watching Cara between our legs, servicing all
three of us was the sexiest thing I had ever seen. I felt Sasha kiss my neck and whisper in my ear, “You should fuck her.”
Since Leah was busy getting pleasured he must have meant that she wanted me to fuck
her girlfriend. I whispered back, “Are you sure.”
“She wants it, trust me. She’s wanted it for weeks, since she met you. I caught her
masturbating while on the phone with you. She wants it.”
I got behind Cara and put my hands on her hips. I reached forward and tapped Leah on
the shoulder and she opened her eyes. I pointed down to Cara and then to myself and
she nodded with lust in her eyes. I felt for Cara’s pussy to find where it was, what angle
to use and how big it was. I got a finger in and since we were in the water, there was
very little lubrication. I felt around and managed to get my dick head pressed up against
her pussy and started rocking forward and back to see if I could get it in. Since I was so
hard it started to push past her pussy lips and soon I had the head in. It was super tight
and it took a lot of rocking to work it in a half inch at a time and finally I got it almost
all the way in. Now her natural lubrication could provide some relief to my shaft and it
became easier and easier to slide it in and out. Cara started to moan into Leah’s pussy
as Leah was cupping her head to hold her pussy against her mouth. Simon scooted next
to Leah and began to fondle her tits and nipples. Leah looked at her and their lips found
each others. Leah took Sasha’s big cock in her hand and began to stroke it. Now
everyone was being pleasured. Cara by my dick, Leah by Cara’s mouth and Sasha by
Leah’s hand.
All the sexy sights and sounds were too much for me. I didn’t want to cum. Certainly
not in Cara nor in the hot tub. I pulled out of her and washed my dick off with cold
spring water to calm down. Sasha took my place and managed to get his huge dick in
her pussy where mine was less than a minute before. I sat beside Leah and began to
kiss her and soon I could tell an orgasm was on the way. She shuddered and moaned
into my mouth and cried out, “Oh yes! I’m cumming.”
Leah, spent, slipped down into the tub and kissed Cara for the first time and got to taste
herself on Cara’s lips and tongue. I slipped beside her and started helping her kiss Cara.
With the both of us kissing her and fondling her boobs while Sasha pounded her from
behind Cara was unable to keep from cumming. She was a grunter. She sounded like
and animal as she got close and the last thing I hear before she screamed was, “Oh,
Fucking. God. Fuck me.” Then she collapsed. We had to hold her up or she would
have slid underwater.
“She gets that way sometimes,” said Sasha. “Help me get her to the shower.”
We helped her to the open air shower next to the hot tub to rinse off the pool water and
Leah began to towel her off before she was able to stand without help.
“That was the most intense orgasm that I have ever had. Thank you so much.”
Leah showered next and when I got under, Sasha joined me. She is taller than me so
when she pulled me close and kissed me, I had to look up. Feeling our hard cocks
rubbing together was strangely erotic and I realized that neither of us had cum yet.
She looked at Leah, “Shall we go to my room?”
Leah smiled and nodded.
Sasha’s master bedroom was enormous with a huge California king sized bed on a
platform on the far side of the room. Since we had rinsed and dried, she pulled down
the comforter and we all climbed in and stretched out. From left to right, me, Leah,
Cara and Sasha. It wasn’t long before Leah and Cara began kissing while and Sasha
and I watched. I started thinking. Cara had been pleasured by everyone and had gotten
Leah off and I got to fuck Cara, but Sasha hadn’t had sex with anyone but her girlfriend.
didn’t even know if she likes Sasha or vice versa but it didn’t seem fair. I got out of bed and went to Sasha’s side and slid next to her. She was eager to start kissing again and
soon my hand wrapped around the huge cock again and began stroking it. It was then
that I realized that she was uncircumcised. I had never seen one before and was curious
so I got between her legs to study it. I pulled the foreskin up and it covered up the head
and when I pulled it down, it just surrounded the shaft leaving the glans exposed. My
pointy at the end. The thick tube underneath was very impressive and it looked like if
could produce a large load of sperm. Sasha’s balls weren’t as large as mine either and
they didn’t hang down like mine. But that cock. Oh boy was it sexy! It jutted straight
out then curved up like the horn on a rhino. I was stroking it when I happened to look
to my left. Leah and Cara had stopped kissing and had been watching me. I was a little
sheepish, holding that big cock just inches from my face, but I could tell that it turned
them on. Since it pointed towards Sasha’s chest I had to get on my hands and knees to
get the right angle to get it into my mouth. I lowered my face to her dick and managed
to get a few inches in. With my eyes open I looked at Leah and Cara and they were
fascinated. As I got a good rhythm going I tried to take more in my mouth, but the
curve made it difficult because it pressed up against the roof of my mouth. Maybe if it
curved the other way. I turned around and got on top and straddled her head. Now I
had a better angle. I got half in right away and it was easier to get it in my mouth.
After a few more strokes I felt Sasha guide my hard dick into her mouth. I was so busy
trying to perform my first blow job that I didn’t pay much attention, I was focused on
taking as much of Sasha’s rhino horn down my throat as I could manage. I don’t have
much a gag reflex so I was determined to deep throat the entire thing.
Soon, Cara on her back beside Sasha with Leah between her legs going down on her
while I was busy sucking Sasha’s cock. I took a couple deep breaths and relaxed and
could feel it at the back of my throat. One more push and the head popped past
whatever was blocking it and my lips were to her groin. I breathed through my nose
and left it there deep in my throat hoping she didn’t start cumming because I had no
idea what would happen if she did. I slid that big cock halfway out and quickly impaled
my face on it again and this time it slid right down my throat almost effortlessly. I just
deep throated a nine inch dick. Wow! And I liked it. How would that feel in my ass?
I got an idea. I got off Sasha and shared my idea with her and she was dubious but I was
convinced we could do it. Sasha and I got on both sides of Cara, kissing her and
playing with her tits. Soon she was cumming while Leah eagerly lapped it up. I
reached behind Leah and felt that she was dripping wet. Now for my plan.
“Leah, would you like a DP?”
“A what?”
“DP. Double penetration. You get on top of Sasha and I take you from behind.”
“Oh my. I’ve never done it but I suppose we could try.”
Leah straddled Sasha, reached behind herself and guided the rhino between her pussy
lips and in no time was riding that big dick up and down.
Cara scrambled off the bed and came back with a bottle of lube and some hand towels. I
got behind Leah, pushed her forward so that she was chest to chest with Sasha and they
started kissing while Leah continued to fuck herself on that big, curved cock. I got
behind Leah and Cara lubed up my dick and pointed it at Leah’s little, hairy brown hole.
I pushed once and she was so horny that it slipped right in. Taking my time to let her get used to it soon I had my hard cock buried to the hilt in her ass. I could feel Sasha’s
dick through the thin membrane that separated our two cocks. Soon we got a rhythm
going where we could both drive our cocks into her pussy, first one, then the other. For
forty-three, Leah was in great shape but I think we were all surprised at how well she
fucked us back helping us get our dicks deep in and out of both holes.
Cara got behind me and helped me push into Leah’s ass and whispered in my ear, “This
is so fucking hot. I can’t wait for my turn. I want to feel your big cock in my ass while
Sasha fucks my pussy. I want it so bad.”
Her sexy talk sent me over the edge. I began to thrust harder and at the millisecond
before I started to cum, my dick slipped out. No! I slipped my slippery dick between
Leah’s cheeks and continued thrusting and soon my load was shooting out all over her
back. It was the biggest load of my life. I heard Sasha from underneath say, “Oh shit,
I’m going to cum.”
I heard myself ask, “Can I do it?”
Leah rolled over and Sasha was shaking with desire. I scrambled between her legs and
engulfed her rock hard penis in my mouth just seconds before she started to cum. Hot
jets blasted my mouth and it was so much I had no choice but to gulp it down. When it
stopped, I slid my finger up that thick cum pipe to clean the last of the semen out and
swallowed it down too. Sasha pulled me up on top of her and pressed her lips to mine
and soon she was tasting her own load that she had just dumped down my throat.
Cara had her head on Leah’s chest and they both just watched Sasha and I making out a
foot away from them. I couldn’t even remember who did who or how many times any
of us had cum and I didn’t care. That was the sexiest thing I had ever seen in my life. I
got to watch my lover go down on another woman and get fucked by a huge, hard cock.
I sucked my first cock, deep throated it, and got it to dump a huge load into my eager
mouth. I fucked my second pussy, a gorgeous twenty-six year old redhead and watched
her go down my my lover.
We were lying there utterly drained when Cara asked, “Is anyone hungry?”
Cara and I left our lovers there and went to her room to shower. She loaned me some
fresh satin shorts and skimpy top and put on a pair of tight boy shorts and a tank top that
barely covered her boobs. In the kitchen, I asked for an apron so not to mess up her
nice nightie. Soon dinner was ready and warming in the oven. There was still a half a
bottle of white wine left. We had been so busy fucking that it had been forgotten.
We took our glasses out to the balcony and snuggled up on the love seat.
“That was incredible,” Cara told me. “I’m so happy how well everyone likes each other.
No one got jealous, at least not yet, and that was the best sex of my life. I hope we can
do it again, I was so envious as I watched Leah get the DP.”
“I know. I almost came watching her go down on you. I must admit that it has been a
fantasy of mine for a while.”
After dinner on the terrace, Cara and I settled on the couch to watch TV while Sasha and
Leah cleaned up whatever dishes were left. We were watching tik tok videos on
YouTube and we both agreed that tik tok was pretty useless. When everyone was
together again we decided on a cooking show. I was nodding off when Cara asked
Leah, “Would it be okay if Jodi slept with me in my room?”
Leah asked me, “Do you mind if I sleep in Sasha’s room?”
“No, of course not.” I got up and Cara led me to her bathroom so we could pee and
brush out teeth. Once in bed we cuddled and soon we were both sound asleep.
I woke up first and knew exactly were I was as the memories came flooding back.
Looking at my little redheaded lover, I was filled with tenderness for what a cute, sweet
girl she was. I slipped out of bed following my piss hard to the bathroom. When I
came back, Cara was sitting up in bed watching me. She went to the bathroom and
when she came back I could smell toothpaste. We kissed. Holding her in my arms was
so comforting. The gap in ages between Leah and I was so great that while I loved her,
it created a distance between us. With only eight years between Cara and I it seemed
like we were of the same generation. She reached down and it was no surprise to either
of us that I was very hard.
“Jodi, Please make love to me.”
I got on top and she guided me into her wet, warm pussy. We kissed as we
snugglefucked. I was surprised when she gasped and I was pretty sure that she came. I
slowed down in case she was sensitive and asked. “Did you just cum?”
“Duh, silly.”
“Can I come?”
“Please cum inside me. I want to feel you.”
A few more strokes and my balls erupted into her as we kissed.
Lying in bed together holding hands she told me, “Jodi, this has been the best weekend
of my life. I hope you feel the same way.”
“Cara, I’m a little overwhelmed. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before.
With Leah and I, we just spend time together at her house and don’t have any other
friends to socialize with. It has certainly been one the best experiences of my life. I am
very fond of you, and Sasha too.”
“Good. I’m glad. Now let’s go wake up our girlfriends.”
Leah and Sasha were still sleeping when we crawled in bed with them. When they woke
up I got a kiss from Leah and Cara got a kiss from Sasha.
It was decided that we would have breakfast then go down to the beach and pool. Cara
had rinsed and dried out swimsuits so I put on the gold lame bikini, but Cara chose a
more conservative suit out in public, but no one had a swimsuit large enough for Leah’s
womanly figure. Luckily there was a beach and surf shop just down the street so Sasha
called downstairs and had the valet bring her car around to take Leah shopping. Cara
and I put on some cover-ups over our swimsuits and told the girls that we would be
walking on the beach and to call us when they got back.
Before we dressed, Cara and I covered each other with SPF 50 sunblock. The only
people that burn worse than blonds are redheads and neither of us wanted to get burned.
It was still early, but a few people were already at the pool, so we chose four chaise
lounges with a table and umbrella and claimed them by draping our towels and beach
bags on them before heading to the beach. The condo staff had already raked the beach
clean and the water was calm and clear. We walked south holding our flip-flops in one
hand and holding hands with the other. I didn’t really care anymore and if someone
noticed a bulge in my bikini bottom, so be it.
As we got closer to the park that allowed the general public beach access, the beach was
a little more crowded. We decided to turn around and go back as Cara’s phone chimed
with a text that our girlfriends were on the way down to the pool. They were already
there when we arrived and had settled into the chaise lounges. Leah’s swimsuit was a
white one piece with french cut high legs and an open back with a panel of mesh in
front that showed some of her flat tummy.
It was lunchtime before we got showered and changed for the ride home. There were
hugs and kisses all around and everyone was sorry that the weekend was over. On the
drive home Leah asked me, “Do you want to talk about anything?”
“Not really. I just want to make sure that you aren’t disappointed in me.”
She took my hand, “Oh honey, I could never be disappointed with you. Are you upset
with me?”
“Oh no, not at all. I’ve had you all to myself for so long that it was beautiful to see you
interact with other people. We got lucky meeting Sasha and Cara, I really like them.”
“Oh honey, I love you so much.”
“I love you too darling.”
Once home, Leah had to respond to a bunch of phone calls and get ready for a big day of
work, so I went home. I hadn’t seen my mom all weekend and she wasn’t home when I
got there, but my sister Dina was.
“Mom is pissed at you. You’ve been gone for days and didn’t call or text.”
“I was busy and forgot.”
“Did you spend all weekend with Aunt Leah?”
“No, I was at the beach Saturday with some friends.”
“Well get your story straight if you don’t want mom mad at you.”
Leah was busy for the next couple of days with work so I made sure to hang around and
get lots of chores done around the house. I took my mom’s car in for service on
Tuesday and decided to wash and wax it on Wednesday. When I finished, I took a
shower and lay down on my bed. My mom came in and sat down beside me.
“Is everything all right, honey?”
“Yes, Mom. Everything is fine. Just everything is changing so quickly.”
“Well, I was worried. You need to call home sometimes. You seem to be gone all the
time. Dina is gone half the time and Aunt Leah has been so busy writing the new
column that I haven’t heard from her in ages.”
“Sorry mom. I’ll make sure to call you.”
The following Saturday Leah had invited Sasha and Cara to her house Saturday
afternoon for swimming and dinner. I went over at noon to make sure the pool was
clean and to bring over some groceries to cook for dinner.
When the doorbell rang, I answered it in a tight, black mini tank dress with thong
panties, a matching sheer bra with my small breast enhancers and medium high pumps.
Sasha was in leggings and an off the shoulder top with a black bra. Cara looked
amazing in a tropical print romper and baby tee. We hugged and Leah took Sasha on a
tour of the house leaving me to entertain Cara. As soon as they were gone, we were in
each others arms kissing. I took her upstairs and showed her the twin’s wing and we
looked off the balcony at our girlfriends out on the dock. We met them by the pool.
“I love how secluded the pool is,” gushed Sasha. “I wish I could have a house, but with
my out of town trips, it’s better for me to have a condo. I’m so busy, I couldn’t keep up
with the maintenance.
“Tell me about it,” Leah agreed. “I’m so lucky that Jodi takes care of everything for me.”
Sasha studied me. “Really? She must be remarkably capable.”
They sat down on the sofa and I went to the kitchen to prepared drinks and Cara
followed me. She and I split a large Pellegrino with lime while I opened a bottle of
Pouilly-Fuissé for the ladies. I delivered the wine and glasses and poured for them.
“If you don’t mind, I’m going to show Cara around.”
At the dock we looked out over the water. “You don’t have your own bedroom?”
“No. Believe it or not, this big house has only three bedrooms and three and a half
baths. The twins have their rooms and Leah has her suite.”
“So where do you sleep?”
“With Leah, of course. Unless her kids are here then on the sofa in her den.”
“That sucks. Are you going to tell them?”
I sighed, “It’s complicated. We have been meaning to tell them, but it never seems like
the right time. It’s never been my nature to lie, but in a way I have been lying all my
life. I don’t feel like I’m doing anything to be ashamed of but I’m afraid to find out
how our families will react.”
Cara put her arm around me. “I’m so sorry, Jodi. My mom and dad aren’t happy that
I’m shacking up with a guy but they only know him as ‘Simon’ not Sasha.”
I looked at her. “So, how did it happen? Have you ever dated a trans or cross dresser
before?”
She laughed. “Not hardly. I just fell for Simon for the kind, generous and ambitious
person he is. Now I kind of like it. I get the best of both worlds. A great boyfriend and
a BFF all in one.”
It was my turn to share. “I understand, I think. My problem is that no man could stop
from falling in love with Leah given the chance. She’s gorgeous, smart, caring and rich.
She could have any guy she wants and I don’t know if I ever had a chance to decide.”
“Yeah, she is one heck of a woman. Making love with her was a fantasy come true.”
She smiled at me. “And with you too.”
We walked back to the house and our girlfriends had already changed into their
swimsuits and were getting chairs to float in the pool. I pointed overhead. “The
screening keeps out half the suns rays and now that the sun is behind the palm trees you
wont even need any sunscreen.”
I had secretly bought a new swimsuit that no one had seen before. A skimpy one piece
thong monokini that did nothing to hide my package. It was totally scandalous and very
slutty. When Cara saw it she said, “Oh my fucking god. You are so hot I could suck
your dick right now.”
Cara stripped down and pulled on a skimpy, red string bikini that was smoking hot.
“Look who’s talking. I’m getting hard just looking at you.”
Leah and Sasha were already in the pool side by side on the only two floating pool
chairs. Leah pulled down her sunglasses to get a better look at us. Sasha said, “Don’t
move.” and got her phone from the side of the pool and took several pictures of us. I
pulled Cara to me and kissed her making sure Sasha got a good shot.
“I want a copy of those pics!” I admonished her.
I handed Cara a foam pool float and we joined the ladies in the pool. After a few
minutes spent in companionable silence, Sasha asked, “So, Jodi, what are your plans for
the summer?”
“I have a contractor scheduled to replace the asphalt driveway with concrete. They are
going to dye and stamp it to look like flagstone, then I’m going to border it with
flowers. It should look fantastic.”
“I meant what do you plan for yourself?”
I took a breath. I had been waiting for the right moment. “I went to a doctor to see
about hormones and I’m thinking about getting implants. I want to start at FAU totally
fem.” There, I said it.
Leah looked at me. “Are you sure?”
“I have been meaning to talk to you about it, but I’m sure.”
“What about your parents?”
“I guess that I’m going to have to find out if I have their support. If not, I’m not sure what to do.”
Thinking for a long minute, Leah finally said, “Do what you have to do. You are
welcome to live here with me. I’m sorry that we don’t have an extra bedroom for you
but maybe the girls could share Alexa’s room and you could have Kristen’s room.”
“I can’t displace Kristen. Thanks anyway. Sasha, you have the most experience, what do
you think?”
“My situation is different from yours. I’m male by day, and a girl at night and
weekends. I’m gender fluid. You have to decide where you fit in. Once you get
implants you can’t go back unless you get them removed. I’m nearly forty years old and without hormones, it would probably be impossible for me to pass as a woman any
longer. When I was your age, it was easy.”
“I’m not really sure what I am. I do not want surgery, I’m happy with my body, but I
want to live life as a woman. It makes me happy.”
*****
It was our last weekend alone before the twins came home for the summer. They had
been sharing a dorm room for their first two years at university, but they wanted their
own place, so Leah bought a duplex with two bedrooms and a bath on each side and the
twins would live in one side and rent out the other. It was practically within walking
distance from campus and they would have no problem renting it. Classes had ended
the week before, but they were busy moving in and the plan was for them to drive home
on Sunday in time for dinner.
Leah and I planned to have a romantic dinner at home on Saturday night, so I picked up
sushi on my way over. I went to Kristen’s room to change into a sexy, black cocktail
dress, black hose, and open toe high heels and a black choker. I had borrowed Leah’s
pearl necklace and earrings and with some bright red lipstick, I was ready to go
downstairs. Leah was waiting in a tight, white, nearly sheer, mini dress with a red coral
necklace and sandals. I added a little side to side to my walk as I crossed the room and
I felt her eyes walking all over me.
Standing before her, I asked, “Do you like it?”
She kissed me, “I love it.”
My entire life was wrapped around my love for her.
I led Leah to the table by the pool terrace where I had set it with a dozen floating oil
candles, flowers, crystal dishes and the best silverware. She sat down, pointed at the
bulge in my dress and then to her mouth.
I hiked up my dress, pulled down my panties allowing my erection to spring free. Leah
quickly took it in her mouth and proceeded to suck my cock. She stopped moving and I
realized that she wanted me to fuck her face. I was trying to make it last, but when she
opened her eyes and looked at me, all control was lost and my cum cannon fired jet
after jet of hot, sticky cum into her eager mouth.
She expected a thank you kiss, so gave her a peck on her sperm covered lips and tucked
my dick back into my panties. With candlelight, soft music, and the most beautiful
woman I had ever met I was a happy femboy.
The sushi had been transferred from the take out boxes to a crystal serving platter, so I
went into the kitchen for the wine. I know beer is the proper beverage to drink with
sushi, but I had chosen a bottle of dry Riesling that I was hoping would be perfect. I
had just removed the cork when I heard something from the other room. It must be
Leah telling me something, I thought. I gathered up the wine and two glasses with me
and walked to the terrace where I found Kristen and Alexa standing in the living room,
each holding a suitcase.
Taking in the scene, the table set for two, candles, and soft music, it was obvious that
they walked in on their mother during a romantic dinner, but the only thing out of place
was the blonde in a little black dress and high heels holding a bottle of wine and two glasses.
“Sorry Mom,” Kristen spoke first. “I left a voice mail that we would be coming home
tonight, but you never called back.”
Leah was notorious for not checking her phone.
Alexa spoke up, “We’re so sorry to intrude, we didn’t know you had company. Hi, I’m
Alexa and this is my sister Kristen. Don’t mind us, we’ll be upstairs.”
Pulling her suitcase, Alexa was on her way upstairs when Kristen walked over and stood
in front of me and looked into my eyes. “I better take these before you drop them.”
She set the wine and glasses on the table. “Better yet, I need a drink.” She poured
herself half a glass of wine and downed it in one gulp.
“Kristen, what are you doing?” Alexa hissed. “Come with me and leave them alone.”
Kristen looked at me. “Why don’t you pour Alexa a drink?”
My hand was shaking as I poured and took it to Alexa who was waiting impatiently by the stairs.
She took a sip. “Mmm good. Thank you.”
Alexa looked at me closely and the glass crashed to the floor. “Jodi?” she whispered.
“That wasn’t my best idea.” said Kristen. “Let me get a broom.”
I followed her into the kitchen closet and pulled on the frilly apron Leah had given me
for when I was working in the kitchen. I held the dustpan as she swept the broken up
the broken shards.
With three fresh glasses, we sat around the table until Kristen broke the silence.
“Nice to see you Jodi. You look fucking amazing.”
“Could someone please tell me what’s going on?” wailed Alexa.
Leah reached out and held each of her daughters’ hands. “It’s all my fault. I talked Jodi
into it and she, I mean he, is so nice that he did it for me. He is so pretty and he
reminds me so much of your father. I’m so sorry.”
Kristen asked, “Daddy was a cross-dresser?”
Leah nodded, “And gay. He tried so hard to be straight, but it just left him so depressed.
I loved him so much that I had to let him go. At least he had three years to be happy.”
“Holy shit,” Whispered Alexa. She looked at me, “Hey, you are not supposed to be
drinking!” She looked at me and said, “Oh my God. Mom, are you two…” she couldn’t
finish her sentence. Leah started to sob, so I put my arm around her.
“It’s okay honey. It’s just a lot for them to absorb all at once.”
Hearing me call her mom ‘honey’ made everything clear.
Kristen stood up holding her wineglass. “I hope there is more where this came from, I’m going to need it. Come on sis, let’s go upstairs and unpack.”
I couldn’t leave Leah alone like this, so I called my mom. “Mom, the twins just got home and I’d like to stay over.”
Picking at our dinner, I looked over at Leah. “They were going to find out sometime.
I’m sure we can figure it all out.”
In the den, I undressed and put on some boy clothes before removing my lipstick and
makeup and made my way upstairs. I could hear someone crying. Alexa was sobbing
into Kristens lap while she stroked her hair. When she saw me she nodded for me to
come in.
I sat with them on the bed. “Alexa, I’m so sorry. I just didn’t know how to tell you. I
wanted to but I just never found the right time. The truth is, I’m in love with your
mother.”
Kristen actually giggled. “Of course you are, you dummy. I knew that. What I don’t
understand is why mom didn’t say anything. We promised to never have secrets.”
Alexa sat up. Her eyes were wet, red and puffy. “I thought it was puppy love and
thought it was cute. Boy, was I stupid.”
A pause. “So who knows?”
“No one. Just you two and another couple we go out with. We’ve been trying to tell
you, but the longer things went on, the harder it was.”
Kristen looked up, “So that explains the missing sundress?”
I nodded.
“And thanksgiving. You were already sleeping together?”
“He had just started, but yes.”
“Before or after your birthday?”
Crap. Kristen was way too smart. “That weekend.”
“Holy shit!” exclaimed Alexa. “So what now?”
“Hold on. Just hold on.” Kristen stopped us. “So you’ve been banging my mom for
seven months, then what’s with the dress?”
“Your mom asked me to start dressing up for her when I was over working on the house.
After a while, I started liking it. I’ve never felt comfortable as a guy since I look like
such a fem. Other than at home, I always dress up and I think I’m going to go full time.”
I took a deep breath. “I’m going on hormones to keep me from turning into a guy and I
want to get implants. If I can, I want to start school as a fem.”
“What about your mom?” asked Alexa.
I shrugged. “I have no idea.”
“You’re only eighteen. She’s going to find out.”
“About me and your mom, or about me in a dress?”
Kristen fell back on the bed. “Shit. I was looking for a nice, slow, relaxing summer. I
don’t need all this drama.”
She sat up. “Jodi, my dad died when we were ten. Other than a few dates, mom hasn’t
been out with anyone since. If she is happy, then I’m happy for her. I must admit, it’s
not what I expected, but Alexa and I love you and if my mom loves you too then I wish
you both the best of luck and hope that you can be happy together.”
“Me too.” said Alexa. “I’m sorry that we were left out, but maybe it will all work out
for the best. If you love my mom, and I know you do, then just make her happy.”
She dragged me down on the bed for a hug and Kristen joined us. It reminded me of
when we used to do the same thing years ago on a blanket in front of the television
watching ‘The Wizard of Oz’. The flying monkeys scared us half to death and we
would cover ourselves with a blanket until they were gone. Playing Monopoly on their
bedroom floor, sleeping in a tent in the backyard, and me wondering how I was so lucky
to have such amazing friends.
*****
Kristen was right. I couldn’t keep secrets from my mom and sister. My relationship
with Leah as well as my cross dressing would become known and the longer I avoided
telling them about it, the more betrayed they would feel.
There was a third option. I had a full academic scholarship to FAU based on my grades. You have probably figured out that I am not stupid. I prepped for my SAT and got a 1420. The math brought me down. I scored almost perfect on the rest.
With the thousands I had saved from my salary, I could stay in a dorm and be on my
own. That was totally depressing. I would have to leave everything behind. My high
school friends were moving on. Other than my mom, Dina, Leah and the twins, I didn’t
have any real friends left.
Searching for Leah, I finally found her on the dock, dangling her legs over the water.
“Honey?”
Sitting beside her, I tried to explain. “The girls are fine. They resented being left out of
the loop, but understand and have given us their blessing. I need to talk to my mom. I
can’t keep secrets from her any longer. Would that be all right with you?”
Leah had the ability to pull it all inside and put up a shield of armor to protect herself
from the slings and arrows and she was wearing her warrior face.
I wanted to talk to her, but instead I got up, went around the side of the house, got in my
car and drove away.
Mom greeted me in the living room. After a hug and a kiss, I excused myself and fell
down on my bed and cried.
When no one knew, it seemed like Leah was happy. Now, I didn’t know what to think. I
had given everything to her and now I had to decide what I wanted.
The bed shifted as my mom sat beside me and began to stroke my head. “It’s okay
honey. Everything will work out. Do you want to talk about it?”
I had nothing left to lose, or so I thought. “I have girl problems. I’m in love with an older woman.”
Mom chuckled. “Oh my. Which one? Kristen or Alexa?”
“Neither, it’s Aunt Leah.”
“Oh my. That’s something. Does she know?”
My silence told volumes.
Mom gasped, “No! Oh My God!”
She got up and started pacing around my bedroom. “She’s more than twice your age!
She’s older than your mother! Christ, how long has this been going on? Oh My God!
Did she molest you? I swear to God, I’ll kill her.”
“Mom, please sit down. No, she never touched me until I was eighteen and it wasn’t
unwanted. I had been in love with her long before that. She’s been very good to me.”
“Do the twins know?”
“They do now.”
“How do they feel about it?”
“I was a shock, but they are coming around.”
“I guess I should have seen it coming. Leah was too busy to be with me but you were
spending so much time with her. I thought I was a good mom but it turns out, I’m a
terrible mother. Dina knew more than I did. She has been warning me that something
like this was going on, but I refused to believe her.”
“Mom, what should I do?”
“I guess you need to work it out with Leah. Go to her, I’ll call and let her know you are
on the way.”
At her door, I stood with my key in hand, but was hesitant to use it. I was about to turn
and walk away when the door opened and she was there. I was in her arms and over her
shoulder I could see the twins peeking around the corner from the staircase. I waved
them down and we shared a group hug before Leah and I excused ourselves.
In her room, we knew we had to talk but couldn’t think of anything so say. I rolled over
and the smell of her on her sheets and pillows created a longing in me that I knew I
could never recover from. I felt my tears slipping from the corner of my eyes and had a
pretty good idea that I was heading for my first broken heart.
Tap-Tap on the door and Kristen and Alexa were in bed with us.
Kristen, wise and outspoken, delivered her oracle. “Jodi, come live with us. Mom is
afraid to lose you and we don’t want to see that happen. You can have my room, if you
want it. I can sleep in Alexa’s room. Of course, we could share my room since you are
going to be sleeping in mom’s bed most of the time and we’ll be back to school in the
fall.”
Leah took my hand. “Please, Jodi?”
I tried to blot the tears away, but they kept coming down from my eyes.
Kristen told me, “Just say yes.”
Speechless, I just nodded.
My eyes were closed but I heard snickering. I looked up and caught Kristen and Alexa
in a conspiracy. “What?”
Kristen admitted, “I can’t believe my mom is dating a girl hotter than me.”
Alexa’s face was bright red.
“And has a bigger dick than Alexa’s boyfriend.”
I took a month before the hormones kicked in and on top of my small implants my
nipples got pink and puffy. My already too full lips seemed to get even more plump.
The salon knew about my past and they took great pleasure in helping me look like a
perfect lady and when I went to Simon’s gym I was always in leggings and sexy
workout clothes.
I was past the point of no return, so I called my sister. She knew about Leah and I but
we had not crossed paths in months, so I called her to meet for lunch at Capone’s
Flickerlight, a place on the Intracoastal waterway just a few miles from home. I arrived
early and secured a table overlooking the water and waited inside the door for her.
When she arrived, I acted like a hostess and directed her to follow me to the table.
“Cut the shit, Jodi. You don’t think I wouldn’t recognized my own brother? By the way,
you look fucking hot, although I didn’t expect it. This explains my missing panties. So,
you are banging Aunt Leah, dressing up and going away to university in the fall. Is there anything else you want to share with me?”
The last person that needed to know was my father, but I just couldn’t do it. Fortunately,
he didn’t insist on getting together and as time passed, our calls grew less frequent.
I registered for my classes and got familiar with the layout of the campus. I enjoyed the
less controlling attitude of college as opposed to high school. If you didn’t go to class,
they didn’t care as long as you got your work in. Some teachers kept roll, but most did not. My biggest concern was that I was constantly approached by guys. I was already
in love with Leah and had no interest in anyone else, but I couldn’t blame them for
trying. Would they pursue me if they knew I had a penis? I could adopt a popular
theme of wearing comfy clothes, like so many of the other girls. Sweat pants and a tee-
shirt over a hoodie, but that wasn’t me.
That wasn’t even my biggest problem. My photoshop teacher, Miss Carmen, was a
black haired, Puerto Rican knockout with a body like a Penthouse model. Everyone
was lusting after her but it was obvious to me that she was gay. A quick search on the
property records showed me that she was living with a woman in a condo they shared.
My problem was that when she looked at me, she practically spelt it out. I was a guy in
a dress. How she could tell, I would never figure out.
Cara called me. Sasha was traveling to California to make her appearance at her health
clubs at the same time that Leah was flying to New York for a fashion conference, so
Cara wanted to get together. I suggested a walk on the Hollywood Broadwalk and if we
saw a place for dinner, we could just stop in.
Cara tugged on my arm. “Look Peruvian! I love Peruvian food.”
With no idea what to expect, I let her drag me in. Once inside, I saw my photoshop
teacher and her girlfriend sitting in a booth large enough for four, so I took Cara over to
introduce ourselves.
“Hi Miss Carmen. This is my girlfriend, Cara. Could we join you?”
She had no choice but to invite us to sit down. Her girlfriend was very butch and
extended her hand.
“So nice to meet you. I’m Snooky, and you are?”
Cara spoke up, “I’m Cara and this is Jodi. Jodi is in one of Carmen’s classes.”
Snooky waved over the waiter. “Could you make our dinner for four? We just bumped
into some friends.”
The Peruvian delicacies were wonderful, except that Cara was vegan and the guinea pig
was way too much for her to stomach. Luckily there were enough veggies for her to
have a decent meal.
After a long and lingering meal, we departed with hugs and kisses all around. My place
was closer, so I asked Cara to come home with me.
When it came time for bed, I took her to Kristen's room. I couldn’t sleep with Cara in
Leah’s bed. We cuddled with no expectation of sex. Neither of us would betray our
lovers without explicit permission.
The driveway had been replaced and I was spreading mulch around the begonias and
pentas I had planted on the border when the mail arrived. Pulling off my gloves, I
retrieved the mail. It was my place to discard the junk mail and sort the rest. I placed
the twins mail on their dressers and I went downstairs to put Leah’s mail in the inbox on
her desk.
As I went to set her mail on her desk, I saw her credit card bill. The first line was a
charge to American Airlines FLL/LAX. Leah said she was going to New York, not Los
Angeles. I sat down hard. She lied to me, why? None of her work contacts were in LA.
Everything was based in New York.
Everything was starting to make sense. There were so many clues that I had ignored.
Leah had been less open and honest and our lovemaking had become frantic and
hurried. I was losing her.
The only person I knew to call for help was Cara. She picked up right away.
“Cara?” I was now crying and nearly unable to talk. “Leah didn’t go to New York last
week, she went to LA.”
“Shit. Hang on, I’m going to put you on speakerphone while I look something up on my computer.”
I could hear her typing away.
“I thought so. Simon has the same password for all his security systems. His cameras in
LA were disabled last week, but before he went inside the camera in the hall recorded
him and Leah. That’s where she was last week.”
In seventh grade a bully punched me in the gut and I felt the same thing again. My legs
went out from under me and I slid to the floor. The phone dropped away and from a far
off distance I could hear Cara calling to me. I reached over and cut off the call.
The pounding on the door woke me up. It wouldn’t stop, so I got up and answered it.
How Cara got past the locked gate I would never know but she knocked me down as
she came in. I was on my back looking up at her. She was crying. “God Damn it Jodi.
Don’t you ever hang up on me again.”
When she finally let me up, I walked over to the unused fireplace. I guess I was always
a pansy because I never felt the urge to fight someone or to act out in violence, but I
was very angry. I picked up a fireplace poker and looked around for something to hit
and my eyes rested on a lamp that Leah had bought in Venice. It was hand blown and
very expensive. It shattered into a million pieces. I placed the poker back in the rack and turned to Cara.
“I can’t stay here any longer.”
Cara pulled me down beside her on the couch. “I can’t go back to Simon. I don’t make
much as an assistant State Attorney, but I have some money saved up. I think we could
make it together. If you want, we can get an apartment together. I know it will be tight,
but I don’t care. I love you.”
We loaded our cars with my stuff and moved into a room at the Embassy Suites on 17th
St. Causeway by the month. The rent was half of Cara’s monthly salary. I had some
money in the bank, but no one to call, and no one to talk to.
Cara had to get up at six every morning to get ready for work. The pressure on junior
attorneys was unrelenting. She had to win every case to advance her career. I woke up
at five to get her breakfast ready and have her clothes laid out, walked her to her car and
kissed her goodbye, then drove to school. Getting home an hour before she did, I made
sure that she smelled dinner when she walked in the door.
In bed with Cara, she was sound asleep and I was not. I slipped out and found myself on
the balcony. I am afraid of heights, but somehow I felt myself leaning over the railing.
Why? I asked myself. Why does everything have to be so hard?
Looking from the balcony I could see Mariners across the street, so I pulled on
wranglers, a rugby jersey, hiking boots and set out. Instead of getting a table, I sat at
the bar where I quickly got carded. Kristen’s ID got me through again.
My glass of white wine tasted harsh and unforgiving. My taste buds had become
familiar with forty dollar bottles. Through the window, I could see the waterway fading
into the distance. Was it so long ago that Leah and I had been here? Happy and
together? How could I ever trust her? It was all over, she was gone. Cara was but a
stopgap, soon she would tire of me and I would be alone again.
I felt a hand on mine. It was Buddy, the bartender. “I’m sorry honey. The higher you
fly, the harder you fall. You aren’t the first one Leah has brought here, but we all liked
you the best. If you need a friend, I will be here for you.”
How could I say it? I was broke and not sure if I could go home.
“I’m living month to month across the street. I’m commuting to FAU and I have no one
besides Cara. I don’t know what to do anymore.”
“What time do you get home?” Buddy asked.
“I have classes from nine to three.”
“Awesome. We get slammed from five to eight. If you want a job, you can waitress
here during the peak. It only pays minimum wage, but the tips are phenomenal. Can I
put you on the schedule?”
“I don’t have any experience. How could I possibly do it?”
“Easy, you have sat on the other side of the table so often that you already know what to
do. Just be yourself and make the customers feel at home. You will be great.”
I had to come in and fill out some forms and get fingerprinted for an FBI check.
Samantha handed me a tee-shirt and welcomed me to the crew. I had nothing else to do
so they put me on the floor. My first guests were a couple in their mid thirties with a
couple of adorable kids. I had no idea what was on the menu, so I was grateful that they
knew what they wanted to order.
In the kitchen, I heard a wail and I realized that it was Conner. His sister, Sarah, had
pushed him off his seat and he hit his head on the way down, spilling lots of blood. I
scooped him up and calmed his hysteria.
“It’s okay, honey. Scalp wounds always bleed a lot, but they are seldom serious. If you
stop crying, I’ll fix you up right quick.”
I pointed to Jessica, get me some hydrogen peroxide and some band aids.
Kissing Conner all over his face, he started laughing, but I didn’t stop. “Hey, little man.
You are so strong that you are going to be a ladies man.”
Blotting the blood away, the cut wasn’t deep or wide enough for stitches, so I bound it
with elastic, fabric bandages to pull it closed.
“The cut is closed. You can take him to the hospital for stitches. But I don’t think he
needs them. Don’t take off the bandage for five to seven days to let the cut heal. After
that, put on vitaman E to reduce the scar.”
At the end of my shift, Samantha caught me on the way out and handed me one hundred
dollars. “They left this as a tip. You can work any day you want. Just let me know.”
It was hard to believe that three hours had passed by so quickly. I had just enough time
to warm up some leftover chicken, steam some broccolli and make a salad in time for
Cara for when she got home from work.
When she came in, I could see that she had a hard day. I led her to the bedroom,
undressed her and took her to the shower. I peeled off my clothes and shampooed her
thick, curly, red tresses. Afterwards, she sat meekly on the toilet as I used the blow
dryer on her red curls.
“Tell me about your day?”
“The defense lawyer used to work in my office. He knows all the tricks and he is making
it seem like I’m, I don’t know how to say it, doing something wrong.”
“I’m sure you will do just fine. I got a job offer today”
“Really? You got a job without talking to me first?”
“I didn’t mean it. Mariners was busy and they offered me a job as a waitress.”
“Are you going to take it?”
“I already have. I started today.”
“What about school?”
“No problem. They want me for the happy hour rush. “
Cara sat down hard on the sofa. “Jodi, I’m ashamed that I can’t provide for you like I
should. I love you and you deserve better. “
“Better than what? Better than a person who loves me?” I pulled her shoulders around
so that she had to face me. “I love you. We don’t have money, but who does?”
Neither of us had heard from Leah or Simon. Other than my mom and Dina, I had no
one else to call and Cara lost most of her friends when she moved.